breathe

Sometimes it's not about trusting, but it's about how much do you trust.
Sometimes it's even too hard to breathe.

"I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me"

Sometimes, I just want to love you.
I simply do.

:-)

On thursday my mom me and Z had sakae for dinner. Was really goooooodddddd. (L)
On Friday me and Z went to harbourfront for dinner. (L)
Today i skipped church and most likely will be staying home.

Though everything went fine and well, i feel alittle deprived of what i yearn to do. Fun things like chilling out with my group of friends, going to places different from where i always go, something more fun and adventurous.

June holidays are soon to come, but have to go through a week of tests first. Suddenly all the tests starts bombarding out, argh. But other than that, we can all look forward to the holidays :-)

:-)

I really dont want to skip church, really want to go back to the good ol' days with cell ppl and to God. But i totally have no mood for it at all. screw it.

Oh and its really funny and retarded to think back on how mel me ann dawn nat often run back to the classroom shouting and screaming "the last one's a pig!" HAHAHA miss you girls sometimes :-))

Instant peas

OMG I WANT. It's the cutest thing and im currently so so so IN LOVE with it. Like..love at first sight? YES.
creds:x

Yah and i admit im a tad too sane in school. Especially among my equally sane friends :-) Teehee8) But i like.

Also, i will not stop working towards my goal of becoming fat. I WANT TO BE FAT. and that's it.

Baby came over to my place today and we had loads of fun :-)) somehow. hahahahaha i love yawwww.

Okay now i must study. Bye:-)

human

Everyday is Earth Day :-) Save the Earth. Use less paper. Use recycled paper :-)

(im trying to though im not saving the earth....yet.)

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Went to SCIENCE CENTRE with bridgettttaaaannnn today:-) Day was spent walking from imm to taking bus to science centre to overshot so take bus from opp side back to finally reached science centre to macs again to explore science centre to walk to imm again to home 8)) HAHAHA like a damn fun yay (L) plus sushi + ice-cream + daiso hahahahhahahahahhahazzzzzz x10000000

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TMR IS SCHOOL and just one thing bout sch : suck suck suck. SUCK.

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ping pong is fun to play but not when you're playing with luke argh stranglezzzz

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k qi must come stayover:-)

bb.

hawhawz

happy mother's day & happy birthday val!

yay will insert valnamie's and mine pic when i get to use the compewterz. :-)

Yesterday i did went to church but not cell )-: Had dinner with yap though 8) yap is like a funny you can laugh like a mad when with her 8))) Then went to farmart with whole big family! I had super good food and wine for bonus, wheeheeeee.

Today bbbzz bought dinner back for mummy while dropping by at my place :-) Other than that, i basically rot at home and my tv might baozhar due to working for long hours ): + fan.

I LOVE MUMMY :-) hope you like that super big screen print i made for you! Same goes to valnamie!

tmr is a holiday zzzzz

26L.Junyi™ - Times like this.. says: yea i know.haha. what did you learn from working?

vanz : says: UH hahahah be a cleaner

no la i quite like working:)

chirp

I MUST go church later i dont care whether i want to or not but i just have to. Anyway yap's going so no backing out. {sobs?}

Kkkkkkk anyhooozzzz. Ytd was the last day of work, kinda sad cause cant talk to cally/eugene/taxi uncle or anything liaoz, but. :-) no more working. Aunt cally asked me to join them on nov/dec, THIS TIME WITH PAY(duh?) So i might consider 8) Junyi and alden came to visit, so honoured! thank yoooz. heheheheheh then bbbz came and we did not watch movie but went to get mother's day stuff. Afterthat bbzz came over to my place till around 10!

YAY thats all. :-)

lol

I made leon work with me till 6pm today, cause i made him late with me :b (i had macs for breakfast LOL. macs macs macs *vomit*)

Then bbbbzzzz popped by! wheee8)

forgive?

working doesnt need brains. haha.

i suck pretty badly this few days. hooo.

work, working, worked

HELLO EVERYONE!

just a short one cause im toooo lazy :B

1. I DONT LIKE WORKING.
2. then again, working isnt that bad.
3. im NEVER late for work (see im so good)
4. cleaner every morning because i had to freaking clean the shop's shelves books cds etc.
5. i feel so holy in the shop cause christian songs are blasted from 11am till i end work.
6. i eat macs for 2 consecutive days (lunch and dinner)
7. not to forget, kfc.
8. feel so stupid cause macs is everywhere and plazasing has so much better food stores.
9. im alittle scared of macs.
10. baby came to visit ytd and today weeheeee 8)
11. leon pangseh-ed me today cause he's sick.
12. hero-van, worked ytd while running a fever.
13. priscilla(s) came to visit me on monday!
14. im fine now, not sick :-)
15. i end work at 5.30, start at 11, lunch at 2, so....
16. COME AND VISIT ME PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
17. zzzz i can die in there.
18. cant wait for movie with bbbzzzzz on fri 8)
19. ya
20. i shall stop at twenty.

weeheeee 8) van is a prozx! working doesnt need brains. haha. ya ya ok bye.

boxers

OH MAN i miss you baby.

ANYWAY this whole week's been practically studious, cause there's test almost every day or maybe alternate days. But now that the week's finally over, im looking forward to working in plaza sing for the whole of next week while ppl's happily getting ready for...sigh overseas. None of the countries interest me thats why i've decided to stay in s'pore, safest :-) And also i should save the $$ for next year's band japan trip again! YESSSSSSS :-) Get to see my japanese friends again :-)))

i just remembered that mr.firhad killed a cockroach few days back..oh ya thursday. Horribly. It died a terrible death cause it's body was broken into two after mr.firhad stepped on it with his branded shoes. hahahahah can laugh man seriously! Leon was like saying "oh no you just dirtied your LV shoes." HAHA okay thats cause mr.firhad's a very fashionable person with alittle gay clothings and sharp pointed shoes + hugo boss specs. -.- HAHA. (or smth liddat lah k whatever) really, you can see the gluey juicy pus from the body. ew? die cockroaches die.

AND i felt so blessed that i've been appointed to trumpet praise in plaza sing cause
1) I GET TO WEAR HOME CLOTHES not school related thingy.
2) christian shop! :-)
3) somewhere in town so maybe i can go shop during lunch time hahahha.
4) no four lah. oh have...maybe me and z could catch a movie at cathay after work!(quite near right)
5) PLEASE COME VISIT ME!

I'll be more than happy if you could just drop by and make me busy. i assume that not many will come into a christian shop unless holy ppl right? o___O

Talking bout that...church was great today! Service etc, then cell was pretty fun and masterlife's over so we're all looking forward to next week's outing after service! which is...maybe seoul garden? or swensens? or blah. :-) cell's birthday!

After school on thursday, i accompanied z for dinner. Then he accompanied me back home and babysit me till pa came back. :-) yay hahahahah cant wait to see him tomor! After dragonboat training ): hahahaha but still :-)

Also, ytd's LABOUR DAY! wheee:-) Me and Z had a great day in town watching the ramen girl. Its a damn nice okay i think you should go watch la really :-) k then we had pepper lunch again. our usual. Then home sweeeeeet homeee and phone with zzzzz till 1+! My eyebags are super prominent now. Sigh.

okay i wanna watch some telly now, byezxz.
(one thing that really suck being a girl is : period)

p/s it may sound like im having loads of fun and not studying at all but i tell you, i almost died working my brains out during maths tuition. really long maths tuition. and my chinese improved! 16/50. :-) good progress okay, hahahaha. cause my chinese is like a kanasai. so dont blame.
pps/ hahaha i enlarge the words :-) easier right.