"avril prochain - je reveins"

"we're meant to lose the people we love how else are we supposed to know how important they are"

And so within few nights and this morning, i finished april in paris. Perhaps renting more books later on 8)

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Kinda sad that it wasn't any happy ending afterall, since the only woman he loved was dead while defending herself from german soldiers who wanted to rape her. But she left him baby antoinette, which was the result of what they did during that night in april, in bed. The very last night they could see each other once more.

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Sighhhhhhhhhh but i still dont understand how was it possible for him to accept that she was gone and never back anymore?

I guess, afterall, it was just a story.

hooked

While zh's busy having his dragonboat training and school, im hooked up to april in paris.

Nat lend me few days back and im like hooooooked omg i just love books in the romance category. It can make me stay home whole day just to finish it. it's like, you just want to read on and on and on and know the full damn story, most likely happy endings. :-) :-) :-)

April in paris is the dramatic story of an impossible love between a German soldier and a French Resistance fighter in occupied Paris.

Roth, a twenty-one-year-old German soldier, has spent most of his time in occupied Paris working in the army’s back offices. But when his superiors learn of his ability to speak accent-free French, he is abruptly transferred to Gestapo headquarters to work as an interpreter during the interrogation of Resistance fighters. Rather than question his role in the Nazi regime, Roth translates with impeccable accuracy as the torture proceeds.

But when his duty ends, Roth slips away from his fellow officers, changes into civilian clothes, and wanders aimlessly through Paris disguised as his alter ego “Antoine.” One day he is drawn into an antiquarian bookshop and becomes enchanted with the bookseller’s beautiful daughter, Chantal. The two begin to meet and fall in love before Roth has the courage to reveal his true identity, nor to discover Chantal’s. When a bomb placed in a popular nightclub by the Resistance kills several high-ranking German officers, Roth finds himself not in his role as translator but as the suspect of the SS’s interrogation.

ahhhhhhh luvluvluv 8) not that i love roth but i just love theeeee whole story board! And i neeed to get more romantic books. 8) Hooked up to novels, tottttaallllyyyyy. 8)

not the end

At least i still know im not hopeless, i dont skip tuition. HAHAHAHA. anyhoooz i know this is something that i shouldnt be too proud of, but i USED to skip tuition! So it's an improvement. (actually this is just to make myself happy.)

At around 00.09 am last night, i recieved a message from lim : Eh van! I know you so well siaaaaa. Turns out that she took my facebook how well do you know me quiz which i've semi-completely forgotten bout it. Argh I.dont.use.facebook.now. Cuz' i think its not very fun. Though zh lovessssss the RC. what the heck lol.

I HAD A DREAM of marrying someone so unknown and that i cant do anything bout it and that my wedding dress was aladdin's princess dress (my most hated princess) and worst still its too short for me, its damn fuggly. And everyone had to pay $10 for the dinner because it's not a real wedding since im only 15 and might get divorced. Or else they would have to pay 100 bucks wtf?? And i remember my greatgrandmother was there speaking to me in reallllly fluent english argh (not like she cant speak english but fluent? Ang moh slang????) Oh oh and i was suppose to walk down the aisle with my unknown husband but apparently he was sitting with my family. -.- And yknow in dreams, you just cant make out or even see how does the guy look like. (my dream's like that) So, i reckon the guy's too ugly for me to see ):

I opened my eyes, and realise it was all a dream. Im so happpppy that im still attached to my kwek zhi hong ahahahahahaha. :-) (L)(L)(L) Such a relief!

K crap. While posting this im waiting for esther to come meet me soooonz!
It's past 12.06pm and china maid still not here )-: I need my clothes ironed!

bored

I cant find you in me, I cant find myself in you.

so freaking bored. so freaking disappointed.
( i wish you were here to accompany me) HAHA yeah yeah whatever.

I can never understand myself. I expect tooo much, far too much.

two peas in a pod

Friday night - Chitchatted, watched 1/4 of "accepted" (we rent it at videoezy for $5.80!!!), played tap tap, read the archies, gossipped, facebooked, ordering macs at 1+am, eating macs at 2+ am, finally slept at 3.45am :-) oh and camwhored.

Saturday! Woke up at 11+ am, head to townnnnn and baby send me home from nat's house. Before that, caught the movie terminator salvation. Was good ;-)

YESSSSS thats alllll. I (L) nat, I (L) zh. ;-) Fair? Duh.

I think i didnt get tanned at all. Shucks.

SENTOSA FRIENDS GIRLFRIENDS BOYFRIEND

and you're my sorrow but my basket of joy too. I love you.

Currently at nat's house :-) Just finished bathing and baby helped buy breezer for us! HEHEH (evil smile) 

Mel woke me up super early today, 7.45 am. "Nuah" abit before officially waking up at 8! Got ready and went to meet the girls at harbourfront, then had macs for breakfast and headed to sentosa! 8) Suntanned for like an hour or so before we all cant take the heat any longer and decided to change and get out of the beach. Pastamania for lunchhhhhh and dawn abandoned us for her boyfriend! ): Walked around vivo till 6+ and baby came to find me! Girls left and had dinner with baby before going to nat's house for stayover! 

I love today, :-) AND now i shall go accompany my dear friend 8))))) 

kill her with my jumbo turns at night! 

ambitious

Went for band today, but only half way. Cause was totally not in the mood for it, got kicked out yesterday (!!) Pissing me off, i can never play well. Fuck you band!

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But then again, had fun having lunch with lim yap and vera at anchorpoint on wednesday! Followed by real good desserts. :-) Today basically escape from that horrible practice and had breakfast cum lunch with brid and mel opp school. then went home to have a short short nap before mel woke me up and went to meet brid and mel to get brid's hair cut! :-) Walked around lot 1 before heading home.

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Night was really unpleasant and sad. Oh well..nvm :-)

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Looking forward to tmr's outing with da girls! Sentosa, followed by meet baby z and then stayover at nat's place! :-) Is this cool or what! Hope everything will turn out fine tomorrow ;-)

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I shall now drown my unhappiness for this week by drinking choyaaaa. I love choya :-) it's like plumy plumy kinda taste. So good okay.

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Also, i think my eyesight's failing @____@ / need to study harder/ need to get daddy to call the stupid dance studio for dance classes.

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Goodnight!

(i just want you, want you, want you and more of you. Just need you. Just miss you. Do you know?)

R.

Okay some retarded stuff i found :

Today, I went to the movies with some girlfriends. The guy behind us was making these pervy, heavy breathing noises, so we threw some popcorn at him. When the movie finished, we saw him in a wheelchair - with a breathing tube sticking out of his neck!

Today, I was at the beach and fell asleep in the sun. When I woke up, there was a blob of sunscreen on my leg. Thinking it was my boyfriend who was sweet enough to squeeze sunscreen for me, I rubbed it into my leg. After smelling my hands, I discovered it was bird poop!

Today, I woke to find my boyfriend of 2 years gone. I saw my little sister's talking bear at the bottom of my bed, it said "squeeze me" so I squeezed it and it said "it's over." It was my boyfriend's voice. I was dumped by a talking bear!

AWWWWW hahaha. k random.

typical tuesday night

Just came back not long ago from macs, went to study with z! Omg miracle?? Im like..studying, during holidays?? HAHAHAHAHA NOT A MIRACLE its never a miracle i just study and i just wanna study even during the holidays. (besides i do study during holidays, just alittle lesser than now!)

Had tuition (this is really a miracle cause i didnt postphone it like how i usually did) early in the morning and china maid came around nooooon. Lie on bed whole day, either listening to da radio or reading books. (my fave!) It may sound bored bored boring but time flies and before i knew it, z finished school and came to find me!

Thats it. Thats how monday and tuesday passed. (Oh monday was nothing much) TMR, TMR, TMR, TMR TMR TMR :@ tmr is bad. BAD. BAD BAD BAD becauseeeeeee well i really dread band. (im sorry i cant stop bragging bout it but i really dread it!) I go for practices just to get scolded? In front of the band somemore???? Kill me instead. Or no, maybe not. Die for band? Heck no.

I dont even know if brid's going or not! Sigh. :@@@ Thursday's gonna be just like tmr.

On a lighter note, I really like taylor swift's "you belong with me". It's good. Like really, she's damn pweeety. AND why must roald dahl leave this earth(so early)! I dont want God to take him away, not when he have such nice stories to write!

Hyaaaaaa alright bye :-)

danger

I wanna sell things and make some $$$$.
Go out have some fun
Stay home eat loads of snacks (cause i can never grow fat so i can eat ANYTHING i want be jealous muaha)
Do some homework (gonna be a miracle)
Love God

Tomorrow is monday and i want to roam round spore.

edit/ oh ya! Changi airport with z on friday :-)