sakae sushi with natalia tan.
Love.

im so so tired.
I need to rest.
Bye.

Hello channel 5 is showing narnia nowwwwww:)
AND YES, IM GONNA WATCH:D

so nothing much to post about:)
just that I LOVE NARNIA VERY MUCH.
AND I LOVE PETER EDMUND BLAHBLAHBLAH FAUNS AND CENTAURS MORE THAN YOU:D
okay maybe not but i love them alotzxzxzxz!:)

and last but not least is : my primary school crushhhhh is buying tickets from me!!:) Together with adam and roy muahahaha, thank you guys! HAHA- and is wye sheng lah that used-to-be crush. -.- :)))) (also thks wyeshengshengshengggg for meeting me yo.)
+ qi and boon for coming to support me(pathetic woman), glad to have you coming!

i'll be selling chicken wings, go ahead and luff all you want lahzxzx.-.-

*treat chicken wings to wyesheng - must remember.*

okay bye all!

i love my mummy, ♥!

i love the coffee connoisseur, ♥!

i love my new hairstyle. finally. ♥.

was so scared i might regret cutting my hair.

125 bucks gone from mummy's wallet, but its all worth it. My hair's better than previous.

:) hallehlujah.

Ate at the coffee connoisseur again, rose juliet is awesome to the max.

see on top? It's rose juliet yay.

At least im feeling :)))) today.

Bought a cardigan, purple is da love i tell you.

Mummy spend alot of $$$$ today):

Well, we spend alot.

Okay bye im going to sleep.
Woke up at 7am today wtf?

:) bye.

post later or something okayzxzxz.

VANNNNNZ:)

" Cant you see right through me? Why do you only see the outside and not the inside? "

I hope i understand myself alot more than what im understanding now.
I dont see why im acting strangely, after all, my mood have been swinging far too much.
Many ups and downs, lefts and rights.
Please lord, bless me. Bless me to be a blessing to others.

I wanna be your popping chocolate candy, your sweet honey lemonade.

jinx, me is jinx.

lim and nat both owes me a mcflurry:)

): VAN IS JINX.

Now i know, one has to be a loser before becoming a winner.

And thats why, my dad often call me a loser.

I am a loser, afterall.

:) i love bridget tan yun hong.

Regiyampaste didnt come school today, everything that happened in school was bad. Especially during band.

I've no instrument to play, whats the point of going to band? And when i dont go to band, i'll get a cmf booking. It doesnt make sense, really. When i wasnt there, conductor ask for me. When im there, she doesnt need me. I dont understand.

Lucky there was many who cheered me up :)

Cally was :))))))!

Dinner with bridget, <3!

Then supper with val and aunt. <3!

i love my dark strawberry drink, it cheers me up.

Orchard tomorrow, tcc and hair-cutting day!:)

I hope my new hairstyle look nice. I dont wanna regret again.

I miss you very much, do you know?

Is it me, or me? Somehow it's me, i know it's me.

Im just being paranoid, or is it?
I have no idea, but everything i do is just, stupid.
Acting like a seven year old when i'm not.

Am i thinking too much, or far too much?
Are things gonna get better if i dont do anything, or is it gonna stay in this pathetic way?
Im seriously turning into a nutcase.

I have to say my mood changes really fast.
And whether it changes or not, its bad.
Like i can go on laughing non-stop in school with my friends, and before you know it, i become really quiet again. Like, "hahahahahahahahahahahaha,stop."
Nat says im on laughing gas, while car would go : "are you okay? why so sian?"
Which is which, i really want to know.
I wouldnt say i dont understand myself, more likely i would go saying im just a weird ironic lady.

If time is getting better, i would show you :)
if its not, most likely you will have vannnnnz's ): face.

And i know im really tired of everything going on in my life, just that some stuffs really make me go high and cheers me up.
Like the clique that is always on my side, and like my mum trying hard to be a better mum for me.
Let me tell you a secret.
I've got a really good bf. And im really glad. Im glad he can tolerate me. Thank god.

okay im gonna continue doing my stuffs, and watching the telly.
Goodnight all.

another person from another world.

Little faith down the road, is this gonna continue?

School was as usual, just that i've got like 2453413367242 homework to do by tonight.
Went home alone but pris came along so went home with her.
She thinks im a buddhist and am a cheena, + chinese-speaking person!!
Like heck, NO WAYYYYY!!
Me cant possibly be a buddhist, totally believing in christ okay. And me is not cheena, ME HATE CHEENA(s), also i dont speak,read and write chinese for nuts sake):
Lim, i hope everything you thought i was is now a different person:)
Plus we made a deal tat if she adds me in msn, i'll go to band tmr. MUAHAHA, she havent add yet. Lets hope she remembers. :)

My tongue thingy is, getting better i think.
):
such things always happen to me.

im waiting for dinner right now.
I'll post later, most probably i would.

"I dont know why but somehow, there's a gap between my heart and you. Dont say you'll try to close that back, dont say anything at all. Dont try."

Okay it seriously looks horrible but.

its supposed to look horrible!

GRRRRR.

and its super duper wuper pain!!

bit my tongue during recessssssss, but the fact is, i eat my bread really slow, i dont bite fast, i wasnt hungry to the extend that i bit my tongue so hard!!

So what's the effing problemmmmmm!!!?

I wanna speak properly again, not sounding like some short-tongue freak, mumbling like some retard!

Super angry nowwwwwwwwww.

Mute, mute mute mute mute.Totally mute-d.

It hurts so effing much i cant speaaaaaakkkkkk, and i hate that.

Dont think im exaggerating you asshole, try biting your own freaking tongueeeee!!

oh and its fuggly fyi. It pops out like a piece of extra tongue. holey moley.

-

vanessa jeanette pear violette? :)

School was okay today, after school with regi.

S.M.S we play.yay.love.hahahah:)

you wont understand yop.

okay still effing pissed with my tongue rawrrrrrr.

new skin whatsoever.

+ bridget darling hunneh mez amz so sorryz me didntz go to bandz me promise me willz go toz bandz on fridayz yopz. alsoz forz limz and verazzzz. ):

ME IS VERY GUILTY.

bye):

good luck for your o's!

You think you're special, but I know, and I know, and I know, and we know that you're not.

Back from hell,that jailcell.): (okay lah not so bad)
And going back again tomorrow, day after tomorrow, day after tomorrow tomorrow.
Homework, homework, everyday chionging the never ending homework.
:/
im going bonkers.
i need a break from reality.
sigh wtfomgbbq.

anyway im cutting my hair on sat sat sat:)
dont know whether its a good or bad thing but one thing for sure, my hair suck like 14332523161342 now!! Grr.
Oh and another thing, tcc on saturday woohoo i wanna drink my beloveddd ROSE JULIET again!:)

maryjane.jeanette.carrie.christine but not christine.lyne/lynn.
(names based on how you look like, weird right. hahahaha.)
walao i dont wanna be jeanette leh.
hahaha and nat's name's the best lorh, maryjanejanejane.
lynn sounds weird but cow loves it and carrie is car, car is carrie.
yun is, HAHA, christine. LOL. but she hates it hates x10000.
IM JEANETTE PEAR, wtfomgbbq?! LOL.
(sorry i'll try to stop swearing,lol)
But then!! I cant possibly be jeanette pear!
first jeanette sounds like janet and it's my grandma's name. second im not a pear for nut's sake! heeheehawhawlalala:)
SIGHHHH. (loves sighing, not.)
ps : lynn doesnt suit regi lorh, ahaha.

Lunching with bridget the builder and yuqi aka teevee addict again, muahahaha:)
but for some maths prob too.
then back home, plop straight to bed without bathing/etc, ya lah i know lah very smelly right. -.-
asked pops to buy dinner back.
9.22pm, eating dinner:)

Mr.rebbeck has an accent which is very funny.
+ mini potato's my partner for literature yippeee.
(we drew funny weird people in class hahaha oops!)
Got a sweet from Mr.Ng Y T aka english teacher. Like lol? Didnt expect that.
Because im the first to finish my work wheee!(+ i didnt anyhow do lorh. Though i admit my eyelids kept forcing themselves to close during his chanting. hahahah.)

okay im gonna continue eating and chionging hmwk liao:)
byeeeeeee<3
cheer up you-know-who:)

/: out with esther? esther see this call my hp.

1. What was the last question someone asked you?
Jie, want to play DS lite? I already unlock all of mariokart's games.

2. Whose msg is the 6th text in your inbox?
Yups, see you too, Loves:) - carissa.

3. What was the last thing you said/sent to someone..?
Okay,sorry! Talk to you tonight! -p.

4. Bored?
DUH.

5. Name something you have to do tomorrow.
Go to school, sigh.

6. Have you ever called 000?
LOL, i think i did. Silly.

7. Do you own an iPod/mp3/mp4?
Uh huh yeah yeah yeah:)

8. Do any of your friends have children?
Yes.

9. What CD is currently in your CD player?
My CD player is currently out of batt, besides i dont use a CD player anymore.

10. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
Chocolate milk for me.

11. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
Uh huh yes lol corrinnnnneeee!

12. When was the last time you ate in pizza hut?
A million billion zillion kazillion gazillion years ago.

13. Can you whistle?
Sadly, no. Only a struggling soft sound. LOL.

14. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Yes, a piercing on my right ear. To have equal number:) Then it's enough.

15. Do you get along better with boys or girls?
Both? I think. Muahaha.

16. Do you sleep on your side,stomach, or back?
Side and back.

17. What are you listening to?
Zui chang de dian ying by JAYYY CHOU yozxzxzx.

18.What does the song remind you of?
Sad sad stuffs? Cause its meant to be sad, lol.

19. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
ERM, MARK TEO? HAHAHAHA. okay or maybe weiyang/rafi/corrinne so many!

20. What did you do yesterday?
Eat, Shit, Sleep, Swim, blahblah.

21. What big concerts are you looking forward to?
Actually i have no idea. Sigh, me want go the click five concerttttt!! Its not over yet, right? o___O

22. What's bothering you right now?
Erm, time time time because i have to chiong home or later i'll get kidnapped by bangalahs at night T___T

23. Next vacation you're going on?
Thailand/Japan?

24. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
Showing report book to mummy hahahaha.

25. What did you dream about last night?
er i didnt dream last night but the day before last night or smth i had a nightmareeee. OMG im attached to the fuggly disgusting jimmy neutron?! (meanie)

26. Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
Quite often, sadly. Some people just dont let me have a goodnight's sleep!

27. What gets in your way of your sleeping?
Cellphone ringing, lights on.

28. What is something you recently learned about urself?
I. Am. Freaking. Lazy. What. The. Hell.

29. Do you like anyone?
uh huh.

30. Do you know anyone who's married?
Wth this is stupid.

31. When did you last cry?
When watching a touching show. So lol right. -.-

32. What's your favorite number?
TWENTY-THREEEEE 23!~

33. Who was the last person who made you cry?
Parents, ):

34. What are you doing?
This and msn-ing with P.

35. Who was the last person you cried to?
My Pillow. LOLLLL.

36. What is one thing you miss about your past?
Erm, the crapping with mates):

37. Are you jealous of anyone?
Nopeeeee-y.

38. Is anyone jealous of you?
Dont know and wouldnt want to know cause i dont care:)

Okay byeeee:)