I'm gonna try loving life, MY LIFE. I dont care how you funny people lead your lives but i'm gonna make mine amazing. More amazing than you friggin shits. (sorry if its offensive) but really, im gonna make my life the way i want it to be. Swear.

So first thing first : I'm gonna make a list of what i feel like eating or having a crave on, then make sure i go get them. And then i will book tickets for myself and boy, 2012 tix.(tomor!) Then im gonna do what i really feel like doing. AND UNLESSSSSS i'm really bored, i'll not complain i'm bored. (which will be a little hard) HAHA.

Hoping to have 2 stayovers! One at pris's and another at nat's.

I believe, you and I are the best thing that happened in my life.

HI! First, Happy Birthday Rory :> Second, I think im addicted to bejeweled blitz(facebook) cuz i kept playing and beating records. Third, met emy monroe and her friend today for a short while. Fourth, had subway for dinner.

Okay. I rotted today again but its okay yknow its really quite okay. At least i have the priviledge and the honour and the time and the chance to slack, like really really slack. Hehz.

Mmm i wanna eat famous amos now. And drink good milk tea, have haagen daz ice-cream and muddy mud pie! shittttt i really have lots of cravings don't I? )-:

sigh. I wish there's more to life. LIFE. Life's being a bitccch.

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Playing facebook games, sleeping, eating, listening to the radio, playing facebooks games again, checking out my cafe world, meddling with pet society, going crazy over typing maniac, sleeping again, eating, missing boyfran, just lying on the bed stoning, watching devil wears prada, blogging = basically the things i did today.

Every weekend never seem to miss out an afternoon nap. I can sleep for crazy long hours, and able to sleep at night again. i guess sleeping's gonna be my hobby soon. I'm really bored, and i dont even bother finding a job, i mean its not like i dont have money that i needa work. And, holidays are for enjoying and stoning right. Sigh. I still wish i could have a job to pass time. But working is silly. So yay.

Just wish there's something cool and nice and unboring to do right now, like finding the perfect skin for this silly plain site, yknow im really getting bored of this, and people are too. I dont know if anyone's reading, i dont intend to care either, but its really getting boring!

If only i could live in New York or something..or Paris even! It'll be a dream come true. I'm not a fashionista or whatsoever but places like there are really big fashion cities and materialistic stuffs that i think its really cool. Busy everyday..busy being someone keeping up with fashion everyday! okay i'll not sound like a fashion bimbo now.

I bet corrinne is enjoying herself in japan now and trying to find caucasian guys. Tsk. Ok i'm really bored ok, until i have to mention her. HA.

I need entertainment. Hopefully tomorrow will be somewhat more interesting than today. Please God, thanks.

Everytime make people excited for nothing. Im very unhappy now. ARGH ):< why!!

Didnt go church cause i chose to go shopping with mum. Yeah, you can say that im not even sincere in being in the cellgroup or whatever, or i dont take saturdays for God seriously blah blah, whatever la okay. I just decided to go with my mom anyway. So yeah, gotten my retribution?

Running a fever in the middle of shopping. Went home first. Slept, i must say its good to sleep when you're sick. Played typing maniac on facebook(lol) afterthat. Darn bored now, nobody at home. Waiting for mummy to buy back dinner!

I miss zh ): Oh yea ytd went to vivo with zh. Just needed to unwind, wanted to go hort park but its like so last min so didnt. Headed to vivo instead. Before that we rented secret to watch at my homie :> I had a moment of pms too. Sorry :/ But all in all ytd was goooood :>

Sigh. bye. And, ice cream anyone?

i feel like a shit, honestly. Cellgroup? I dont even feel like i belong there. I dont know why. Church? Go church? Yeah go church. I dont even feel homely in that place, dont feel God there. Even when i tried and asked Him to help. I cant. Worse now, smallgroup gone. I DONT EVEN FEEL LIKE GOING THERE ANYMORE. sorry. Its just how i feel now. But i will still try to go. Afterall, thats the place where people care the most, or is it? i dont know seriously.

I'm waiting, waiting and waiting~ Waiting for evening to come. Waiting to see you waiting to eat with you waiting to walk with you waiting to hold your huge warm protective hand/s. Waiting to squeeze you waiting to tease you waiting to just hug the xxx out of you. Waiting and still waiting and patiently excitedly waiting.

Im so bored this is so boring waiting is boring doing nothing is boring. i think i'll take a nap soon or make a little card for that someone i'm waiting for. Cuz it keeps me occupied so i wont keep missing and thinking.

xxx

edit:/ i can CRY seriously. this boredom is killing me. Perpetually.

I've 3 novels now. Honestly, cck library sucked. And i'd rather buy my own novels than borrow. But it was kinda last min today, was a lazy lazy pigged-out day, thus i did nothing much other than sleep and pop by the library to borrow books.

Besides that, i really had a bad time communicating with my china part time maid. Cuz i really cant speak chinese, she really really really cant make out what i'm trying to say. I tried so hard. In the end i rang up my mom to seek help.

So shingz.

Anyhoo, cant wait for tomorrow! It's gonna be another island creamery night with zh! wahahahahzzzzz. Mega boomz!!! cant waaaaiiittttt. I noticed once we start liking something, we'll get addicted to it(and keep going)! Haha, its just so zh-vanz thang. I dont wanna go school tomorrow either. But i think i will. arghhhzzz dont know.

i feel like this post is so unlike me. kk wtv yaw.