Sunday, March 29, 2009

22/3 : HAPPY 4th MONTH! / thanks for encouraging me and staying by my side through those tough moments. I know the picture is retarded but whatever okay. HAHA. (ps/cause we have many retarded peeks) I love you very much. Lotsa and lotsa love, vanzzzz!
this is a very late dedication but you dont mind right, lol! 8))))))

DESARU WAS 8DDDDDDD and the peeks are soon to come!

all i can remember for the week was fish&co with cell and outing on thurs, fri and sat with z!
A tiring week with loads of fun so i guess it was all worth it8)
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Wed: Met shannon and cor then head off to the glass house for fish&co! Awesome.
Thurs: Ang mo kio to collect ezlink with z.
Fri: Town + vivo + suntec = (L)
Sat: unborn + pepper lunch + esplanade = (L)(L)(L) x10000wq3665ew56q5w4w !

I love z to the max. Okay bye8)

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

:)

Off to Desaru!
Sayonara~
  1. I will miss you z! (L)
  2. Suntanning! (provided i can ever be tan)
  3. Hotel686 with bridget afterthat.
  4. Island Creamery again.
  5. Airport to have popeye's chicken.
  6. 4th month with z and pepper lunch.
  7. Meet up with esther pep!
  8. Z Z Z Z Z Z Z(L)
  9. there's no nine.
  10. so there shouldn't be ten.

postscript/ you people get a life, seriously. Hate me, then get out of my site. Soreloser(s).

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

teehee8D


Island Creamery was GOOOOOOODDDDD. Not many people came but it was still fun. We had myself, rory, esther, jonathan, junze and liyuan. (hahah get well soon liyuan lol) Black forest and nutella was sup awesome i can eat it again! and again and again and again...
Then i left early to meet z for town. Pepper lunch again. Best.
AIRPORT with briddd tmr (maybe we could eat popeye's chicken or smth) because we had nowhere in mind to go.
Desaru on thurs to sat and 4th month on sunday!
Holidays arent that bad afterall 8D
8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D hurrah.

Monday, March 16, 2009

8)

Island creamery with some people in cell tomor! Yesssszxz.

Z and I watched the last samurai today. Then we played pet society(like almost everyday) and he 'stole' some of his brother's stuffff. Teehee. It seems like everyday are spent watching shows and playing pet society. Finally i get to see some of my friends tomorrow before leaving off for desaru!

Z is the bestestttttttt still, love z to the max x100000000000 8)

Point off : not excited for desaru ):

March holidays are practically neutral 8D kkkkkk bye
death toll reached to millions but baby im not gonna let you go

Sunday, March 15, 2009

horrible+terrible+vegetable

I spent saturday lying in bed listening to class 98.7fm.
I spent sunday watching totoro again with cousins and having shark fin soup.
Thats all for my boringggg weekend.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day. Should be.

postscript/ Im sorry to anyone whom i've lied bout having some stupid family outing and not being able to make it to church, im sorry. I just dont have the mood(couldnt find it) for God and its making me feel horrible because it shouldnt be this way. I'll find it somehow.
(I think i should pray more. Sigh.)

On a lighter note, there's no lighter note. Lol. Okay i like to watch unexpected access! So kewl.
Oh there's a lighter note; i love you zzzzzzzzz z z z z z z z! :)

Saturday, March 14, 2009

kill doll, kill

kill you kill you kill you kill you kill you kill you.
xxxxxxxxxxxx. KILL YOU.
(because you deserved to be killed.)

postscript/ i love you, z.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

soon to come

Anya says : "Dont get bothered by little things. Not worth, so why not just ignore? Live life in a better way." Hahaha so true, anya! Sometimes i think you rock so much i can pour out my nonsense to you. Please meet me soooooon.

Tomorrow there'll be black jack, game of life, psp etc. I cant wait for morning to come.

Aunty sherri says she'll bring me go clubbing when i reach the age of 18. Long way to go but im kinda eggcited 8) Drinks will even be on her, geeeezzzzzzz!

(I believe in fairytales) Sounds cranky but really.

p/s z, i can reach the monkey bar, hang on it, and finish it.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

TOTORO!

Back to richelle : I remembered not telling anyone that i suspected its you..so yeah...even if so, of course it would be you that i've suspected because you said im a copycat and copied your monday blues. Then not long a tag by xx says im a copycat and blah blah too, isn't that alittle coincidental? Besides, i didnt go your blog for quite a long time, how could i have copied you? Monday blues is a very common thing, too. Okto also has a programme called monday blues, does that mean okto is copying you? No offence yet again. But yeah since you say its not you then so be it. I dont really bother much bout it anymore.

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Ice-cream with brid (sooon) and meet up with esther + yuqi teeheeee best of all is sleeping late and waking up even later! (this is called holiday)

Good news(of the day lol) : Z remembered both the remote control and dvd player today! Teehee so we get to watch totoro with no interruptions of "oh i forget to bring this/that" or whatsoever:) haha.

Cool part(of yesterday) : I was so excited to watch van helsing showing on channel 5 yesterday at 10pm and was looking forward to it till when the show starts, i slept for most of it. Eyelids forcing themselves to open. SO, in the end i didnt get what the show is all about. (okay maybe this is more of a dumb then a cool)

heck! I've got a new calculator. hahahaha my old one was infested with ants, they made it their nest. Gross bugs. I hate ants cause they run fast but i like it when they die fast. just snap! and sayonara~~

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

howl's moving castle(less than half)

This is to richelle-joy chia: I didnt say you are the xx in my blog, i didnt even write/say/blabber anything bout this incident nor say that its you. And are you even in this thing? Cause you mentioned you are outta this thing. No offence to anything.

ANYWAY HAHHAHAHAHA my apple pie and frieeeesssss are arriving in half an hour timeeeeeeeeeee (i hate macs cause it always takes so long to come)

Z brought his mini dvd player here and we got all excited to watchhhhh the movies until..............
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he brought everything except the remote control.

OKAY EVERYONE please say something. Like "he's dumb" or.... anything actually. hahahaha:P

Monday, March 9, 2009

luv luv luv

I luv luv luv luv luv italian foooooooddddd!
(because the pizza's just so fine and cheezzzzy and the pastaaaaa rocks. Lava cake is the best. Just a spoon's cut and hot warm chocolate explodes from the cake. whoaaaaaa.)

Okay anywayyyyy! i've been saving $$$$$$$$$$$$ just so i can keep it for rainy days. (as if) And wont be going out much becauseeee im gonna spend every single day(or at least i think so) watching totoro and other showsssss not low life okay. Doesnt need money and its a damn slacky. Perfect.

Sleep late wake up late eat shit watch sleep

I LIKE.

edit frigging joanna ong confiscated my phone. ARGH. but im still available at current number;)

Sunday, March 8, 2009

teeheee.

I AM H to the A to the P to the P to the YYYYYYY HAPPPPYYYYYY! because my mum surprised me with the japanese anime shows(i mean ponyo,spirited away,grave of the fireflies etc) all in one that i've been searching for for a very longggggg time! OMG okay hahahahha spending my whole lazy sunday watching. I might go blind @_____@@@@@@@@. (hahahaha corrinne be jealous:P)

church was duper fun.

and xx, get out of my site.

Friday, March 6, 2009

whore

The reason that keeps me hanging on : all most of you

Lunch with pep later onnnnn! Cant wait.
Kinder-joy is damn nice, i tell you. I like.

Most probably chilling out with junyi @ night. Today is a not bad:)
im quite honoured you even bother reading my blog. Most of you did. whoa!:)

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

note

What is happening to me? To percussion, the one and only section with people i love so much? To my dreadful life?

To percussion -
Hey guys, though i didnt go for band for like dunno how many weeks/practices/months already, im still very much updated bout what is happening during practices and i know you guys have put in lots of effort for this year's syf. I have no idea this became so bad that the section will be pulling the whole band down..but fret not cause you guys still rock like how you guys always do! I'll pray for you guys and i'll pray for myself to go for practices toooo!

Lim cheer up alright. After hearing what b said about you looking really disappointed, i cant help but feel sad too. I know you've been trying your best to ask the percussionists to come for practices, encouraging us all, and trying your very best to prove to mrs chua that we can all do it. Sorry if we disappoint you, and i know how it feels to hear what mrs chua said bout us(bad stuffs still) all in front of the whole band, especially when you are the section leader. CHEER UP! we'll all do it, and i promise i'll come for practices more often. Where's the cheerful lim i used to know?:)

Yap, never failed to teach me the notes on the xylophone, do come to church more often yeah? Doubt you might read this but do help lim whenever you can as you guys are the so-called most pro ones already! (L) go rooftop soooon!

Yuqi Dont feel lazy to go(though i always do) for practices okay! HAHA:P At least you're able to participate and played something for syf, so dont give up! :)

Brid Know you feel sian bout band and also sometimes discouraged bout it, but i'll come for practices to pei you yeah:) thanks for always asking me to go though i didnt really cared. :P (L) the sec ones are in your hands(and perhaps mine too)

Yeahhhh the rest, all the best, you guys can do it:)
I guess i must go for band already, this is keeling us all.

AND sometimes i really cant be bothered already.

I miss nissi salt and i must not backslide.
I miss nissi salt and i must not backslide.
I miss nissi salt and i must not backslide.
(x10000000000000000)

I wanna watch van helsing and v for vendetta.

I will not be going to school tomorrow because someone just passed away. Someone deep in my heart.(somehow) rest in peace. So dont bother ruining my day. When someone dies you wont want to know how hurt it is.

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5 o' clock and a fire escape symphony,
Spilling out across the road and the square,
And the sky's the same. as youre alone, do you think of me?
Do the parks, and trees, and the leaves, reach you, there?
After the rain, in the lonely hour as he haunts me, calling out,
Again and again.
Sophia, Sophia, I'm burning, I'm burning.
It's a fire, it's a fire,
I cannot put out,
Sophia, Sophia,
I'm learning that some things,
I can't go without and one of them is him.
And now I walk these streets like a stranger in my home town,
Learn the language, form the words when I speak,
But he changed me, I'm his ghost since he came around,
And now I count the hours and the days in the weeks.
Passion and silence,
Every word, every line, a measure,
It's the science of the soul,
And his books, they breathe a reason and now I wanna know

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

sigh sigh x2

"A wretched soul, bruised with adversity, We bid be quiet when we hear it cry; But were we burdened with like weight of pain, As much of more we should ourselves complain."
- William Shakespeare

School's a jail cell with lots of hell. Practically everything in school is something i dread so much in my daily life.(maybe not but close) Hopefully there's chemistry tomorrrrow(as you know i have no timetable haha pathetic) because i get to talk to _______ ahahahhaha. But i dont like the subject.

Physics suck and will always suck. History is mad but managed to cope well. Chinese is a no hope. English is equivalent to free period and marker fights with ah pui. Maths is a disgusting period because of insane chanting burping lumpy. Chapel is holy holy sleeping time. Chem is gossiping girls. Dnt equals to machine and "dandruff" on hair. Free period, EAT EAT EAT! hahahahaha have no idea why i typed this but so true.

I AM BORED DUNG and i realised i had time to blog.

Band people is going to keel me because i pon for like dunno how many times. hallehlujah.

I XXX you.

Monday, March 2, 2009

sigh.

I cant stand ed. Get on my nerves sometimes.
No, most of the time. Sigh.

On a lighter note, i need a break. Bring me somewhere nice.

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How does it feel like to be left out in the cold, betrayed by the wind and frozen by the snow?
How does it feel like to feel your heart shatter, once and for all, never patching back?
How does it feel like to scream through the pillows, never been heard and never been saved?

I feel the sense of great loss and and betrayal, by whom i do not know, yet feel the piercings of them all. The words i used which i dont know, the words i used which i feel so, the words that i can never understand but use them still. I have no idea what this all means but i just want whom i do not know to get lost, away from my life. If it's something miserable you're going to do to me, why do you even bother? For i have never offend the sun, why must it shine so brightly and start blinding me? For the wind i leave alone, it has no right to blow me away.

The fat and the tall i always see, i have nothing against you thee. Why must you do this to me?
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You'll get nothing by being an eyesore. - unknown

(hahahahaha z you know who im referring to)

Sunday, March 1, 2009

bah.

OKAY.
and tomor will be the start of a new week, also equals to : monday blues, common tests, gym, band, homework, and i dont know but not something too good.

Me : Why is she so sad?
Clarence : Cause she've tuesday blues, havent recover from monday.
Clarence : then tmr will be wednesday yellow, thursday green..