something wrong with my brains.

I always tell myself to blog today but today will never happen.

So now im dead and im dead and im dead and even if im not cause im still here blogging, i wish to die. I WISH TO DIE died dead. Because sometimes i hate life and fuck life, please. Urg.

I've got a screw loose in my head.

peaceeeee.

peace.

cause i'll blog tomorrow.

eclipse

I love 98.7fm.

"Love you, Jacob."
He laughed lightly. "Love you more."
He watched me walk out of his room with an unfathomable expression in his black eyes.

jieeehui says: hahaha im like blogging about you now!!

vanz, then you talk, cool
vanz : says: HAHAHAHAHA YAY

3

happy 3rd month!

because i love you and i love you still.

and the way you took care of me when im sick,

no one could ever do that(except my mum,duh)

The way you showed me love and love alone,

makes my heart melt way too fast.

Just need you.

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Erm its the start of breaking dawn! Eclipse is done in less than a weekkkk. Proud. Just so you know, i took a month or so to finish new moon. Weeeeehhaaaaaa it feels so incomplete to not read it. Just. Couldn't. Put. It. Down.

SHARK TALE NOWWWWWWW hahahaha oscar has thick lips.

tomor's day out with z after schoooooool! Hopefully there'll be frolicks and unexpected happy stuffs that makes the outing niceeee:)

SIANNNNNNNNNN schooooool tmr *sighhhhhhhhhhh long long long* monday blues and many 'ews'.

bed-ridden

Am i dying? I think i am. Or maybe not. Or else i wouldnt be here blogging. Sigh.
shivering in the cold, she hugged herself tight.

I've been sick since wednesday and i've spend most of the time lying on the bed reading eclipse. Perhaps thats the only thing i could do. But I wanna thank someone who's always there for me, staying by my side and providing me with everything i need, taking full care of me and never leaving my side. Thank you. (L)

Im still sick. SIGHHHHZXXZZXXZZXZZX. bang wall bang wall bang wall.

feveeerish

I AM THE PATIENT TODAY, and probably tomorrow.

spelling bee

Odd one out.

My apple from heaven.

And me with lim's beanie. (omg look thats mr james quek and his unknown gf.)

what do you expect but 2 girls waking up not long ago from an hour long bus-ride?

and ta-daaaaaaaaa : LIM. (with her forget-whats-that eyes)

Some of the late japan pictures.

I just realised i spelled february wrongly for the whole 14 years plus of my life. ( I think?) i spelled febuary.

nature's call

sunday isn't wasted. because Z and I went to Hort Park! Super ultra cool especially when it's at nighttttttt. Weren't planning to go out after deciding not to go to east coast but it was a last minute kinda thang. So z brought me to hort park to have a walkKkkkkkk. Nature IS beautiful. And hort park outing is *inserts happy faces* And saw lim and nat so took same bus home. SUNDAY IS HAPPY:)

MONDAY BLUES. school is hell boring today. Sigh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGQI! BESTEST COUSINNNNNN EVERRRRR. frolicks soooooon, its a must :) because you rock and you know it. Enjoy the young of the old!


byeeeee~

wasteful and whatnot.

happy belated valentine everyone!<3

Hope everyone(love birds or not in love birds) enjoy yesterday!

So it was so so so extremely packed in town yesterday. Z and I couldnt catch a movie thanks to humansssssss. All humans (most) went town (and other parts of singapore) to celebrate the man-made day so there were quite a number of human jams. Went to marina then to esplanade's rooftop then to cathay then to orchard :@ madnesssss but fun:)

I SKIPPED CROSSSSS COUNTRY hahahaha now i've to think of an excuse that doesnt need mc.

vivo then sentosa to cycle with yuqi and veraaaaaaaa ah ah ah. (friday)

Z and i are planning to spend sunday at east coast cycling but I BET, there's gonna be lots of families there. Sigh.

Goodbye sunday~ wasted.

being random.

I used to think people who dont update their blog are kinda dead. I mean, how busy can they be? Then i realised, we can get real busy, like me, busy as a bee. Its been 4 days since i've blogged, and to think i use to blog every single day. Now, its hard to even sit down and on the com.

For the whole of dunno how many weeks, i've never slept earlier than 12 am(except for 1 or 2 days which i fell asleep while lying randomly on the bed/table) which gives me an averagely 5.5 hours of sleep or omg, even less, and in turn of which i wish was not so.
Then i'll get 15 mins of sleep in the school bus, of which was kinda disturbing cause primary school kids speak very loud, screaming shouting and whatnot. I really wonder....where on earth do they get their energy from? Are they even human? Plus ITS SO EARLY IN THE MORNING!
Weekends are no exception thanks to grace and stupid maths 9.30 in the morning. Pity me.

Anyway! Cross country tomor, oh man, van's a mascot! HAHA, that's like a miracle? Hopefully i will get my ass to chinese garden by 7.15am tomorrrrr. :)

WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING FOR 4 DAYS :
monday lovelle and I baked cookies.
tuesday I and lovelle worked out in da gym gym gym.
wednesday I baked muffins.
thursday I go around people handing out van's homemade choco muffins.
friday I know whats gonna happen. Cross country and i'll be dead shag, then sentosa or some weird place with the percussion!

In case Im not gonna use the com tomorrr, look here yuqi and plankton!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE! :)))))) [13 febbbbb]
been in my life, making my life great/sour/sweet, love y'all!

Gym was mad, drenched in my own sweat.
I think my muffins are real de-li-cioussssss.
I know im being random.

GYM EVERY TUESDAY! Okay bye!
(btw im not losing fats, i just wannnna build myself up. I HATE PEOPLE WHO GO ON A STUPID DIET @$#%@%#!#$! or keeps complaining they're fat etc. Yeah man if you keep saying you are fat, you are really fat. Then thats too bad. )
z, yours are abs not fatszxz. HAHA.

p/s how do you get rid of eyebags? Mine's too prominent.
Prominent reminds me of somebody whom i've lost.

Long Gang L.

and we sat by the long gang,
crapping our ass off. Then lean close, and ..

OKAY HI. Today z had to clean off mud from my shoes. Well he volunteered! Hehe. And yesterday yap came to church with me. Weekends are passing by way too fast. Tomor is another school day. Sigh.

Oh here's a riddle :

Why did John walk backwards to school?
Cause it's back to school day!
Kay inside joke thing-.- by z, lol.

Off to sleep~

busy bee

OH LOOK! I'm so busy that i've completely no time for scribblytown. Used to blog every single day but now, perhaps thrice a week? Fri Sat Sun? Life's been so busy like a bumblebee.

Today was heaven(sort of?) cause only threeeeeeeee and i said 3! subs for whole day. Guo didnt come so no engggg and dnt was a friggin retard.(van the poor thing stayed up late last night to do friggin ass prog k!) maths was, what can i say? Teacher chanting like a monk. Kay then free period(s) *threee and i said 3 again, free periods<3 Best part canz! Camwhored with the da girls! :) (cept d) oh man i cant wait to get those pics from velle ahhhhhh lol.

Other days are too exciting to be elaborated. Plus i've only got 4+ hours of sleep since yesterday till now so guess what! I is a ghost with heavy eyebags now. So prominent, so saddening, so disgusting. Thanks to who what why when how? suck balls to school. School really suck.

Band is dung and dung is band.

Oh oh and continue from.. after 4 hours of sleep, woke up at 5+ am for friggin school all the way till 6+ cause of gayshit band then followed by jogging around the park afterwhich meet z = GAY DUNG GHOST FACE.

I look horrible and hideous cause of my eyes and i should stop ranting and get my ass to bed. KAY BYE I MISS Z BTW HAHA. 8D Love you z!

Note : If you're on a diet, i think you're stupid. I think people who goes on diet does not have balls. Whether girl or guy. Im so random and i dont know why.

Sigh.

He's definitely not Edward Cullen, If you get what I mean.

Mass run was crazy today but i guess i ran quite well. History was a mad and MissMr Guo let us off half an hour later. English was dungness. I hate school.

And sometimes i really hate myself, other times i kinda love myself way too much. Ah. Crap.

Monday blues.

I miss you.

owned

How does it feels like to be that number 1?

Stayed home spending hours on the phone and playing msn games with Z today. Kept owning each other but seriously, z's some reversi pro kia. Or maybe it was just I who's so lousy at it. Takes time, and brains. My brain's kinda haywired today thanks to maths tuition. Urgh.

xanga.com/number6thlove! Its been kinda abandoned so i revive it by posting random stuffs.

Addicted to "While I'm Waiting" from fireproof. Sigh. Life's been boring but what else.

I GOT OWNED! by z in reversi uno and minesweeper flags, terribly T___T what else? I think there's more. Jigsaw puzzle?

Flower soaking in the rain, dreamer waiting for the sun.

Tell me its not monday again. Monday equals to monday blues. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! shucks.

I need to head down town soon.

:)

Friday

the wedding game with z in town :) Dawn and choo went elsewhere but we both have sort of like a double date. Went town together and things like that. Oh man i just love spending time with z! Not to mention seeing dawn and choo together makes me smile with glee :D

Then parted and z brought me to the esplanade rooftop! Omg its damn cool you can see almost everything from there. (well i think so) Especially the s'pore flyer which glowed beautifully during the night and i feel like im writing some sort of essay. HAHA. ahhhhhh just so cool. Then we went home;))))

Today was reunion dinner with smallgroup after service! Fireproof is a super good movie, 101% confirm plus guarantee plus chop. Really nice. And im not sure when has it been showed but whatever. Just.Really.Good. Weiliang's house for dinner and all of us were like super bloated thanks to his dad. Blackjack but i missed the basketball game cause of zzzzzzzz. (hahahaha feel honoured wont you? ) ANYWAY. HAD LOADS OF FUN(L)

Its gonna be 1am now...Grace coming tomor. Maths is sickening. Then a whole new week again. Sucks to be me yet rock to be me more.