SAVE ME from her him you me i she he what who where when.
and so i said.
Frolick. (!!) finally.
If i could escape from this reality, i would have done that a long long time ago.
Bring me somewhere else, i dont mind mars.
I'll be living happily there, perhaps. Eating mars chocolate bars everyday.
The aliens there might be friendly and fun too, unlike some people on earth now.
There might be humans that are happyhearty-deprived living there, and i could make friends with them.
Happy people and happy people click well.
But i'll have to continue day/night/noon dreaming, somehow.
It's not real.
Life still goes on, getting worst each day. EFFFFFFF.
asshole asshole asshole you this assholeLORD, you asked me to forgive and forget. But how can i always forgive and forget, when its already so hard to forgive. Besides, so what if i've forgiven that person? It too, is hard to forget. So what if i've done struggling through forgiving, i still have to struggle through yet another forgetting. And what if that person take it for granted and do it again and again? Do i have to always struggle through forgiving and forgetting? And if it's really like that, then what if he/she done me wrong for a 100 times? Does that mean i have to forgive and forget a 100 times too? I give up. Its too hard to forgive, let alone forget. End this thing nowwww, clear this mess now, father i beg you. Im too tired to go on with such things. Why do you let me live in the first place lord? Its just misery. If im here because im here to carry on the task im given with, why do i not seem to find the task i have to work on? If im here to obey your commands, why not shuff it straight to my face? Dont drag anymore. Please? goodnight.
p/s: oh me and regi caught frolicks at holland v just now yay its super yummy. home with eme and mel and stay back with brid + evan:)
i look like sai.
happy 14th birthday niaoerrrrr(L)(L)(L)!
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