something wrong with my brains.

I always tell myself to blog today but today will never happen.

So now im dead and im dead and im dead and even if im not cause im still here blogging, i wish to die. I WISH TO DIE died dead. Because sometimes i hate life and fuck life, please. Urg.

I've got a screw loose in my head.

peaceeeee.

peace.

cause i'll blog tomorrow.

eclipse

I love 98.7fm.

"Love you, Jacob."
He laughed lightly. "Love you more."
He watched me walk out of his room with an unfathomable expression in his black eyes.

jieeehui says: hahaha im like blogging about you now!!

vanz, then you talk, cool
vanz : says: HAHAHAHAHA YAY

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happy 3rd month!

because i love you and i love you still.

and the way you took care of me when im sick,

no one could ever do that(except my mum,duh)

The way you showed me love and love alone,

makes my heart melt way too fast.

Just need you.

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Erm its the start of breaking dawn! Eclipse is done in less than a weekkkk. Proud. Just so you know, i took a month or so to finish new moon. Weeeeehhaaaaaa it feels so incomplete to not read it. Just. Couldn't. Put. It. Down.

SHARK TALE NOWWWWWWW hahahaha oscar has thick lips.

tomor's day out with z after schoooooool! Hopefully there'll be frolicks and unexpected happy stuffs that makes the outing niceeee:)

SIANNNNNNNNNN schooooool tmr *sighhhhhhhhhhh long long long* monday blues and many 'ews'.

bed-ridden

Am i dying? I think i am. Or maybe not. Or else i wouldnt be here blogging. Sigh.
shivering in the cold, she hugged herself tight.

I've been sick since wednesday and i've spend most of the time lying on the bed reading eclipse. Perhaps thats the only thing i could do. But I wanna thank someone who's always there for me, staying by my side and providing me with everything i need, taking full care of me and never leaving my side. Thank you. (L)

Im still sick. SIGHHHHZXXZZXXZZXZZX. bang wall bang wall bang wall.

feveeerish

I AM THE PATIENT TODAY, and probably tomorrow.

spelling bee

Odd one out.

My apple from heaven.

And me with lim's beanie. (omg look thats mr james quek and his unknown gf.)

what do you expect but 2 girls waking up not long ago from an hour long bus-ride?

and ta-daaaaaaaaa : LIM. (with her forget-whats-that eyes)

Some of the late japan pictures.

I just realised i spelled february wrongly for the whole 14 years plus of my life. ( I think?) i spelled febuary.

nature's call

sunday isn't wasted. because Z and I went to Hort Park! Super ultra cool especially when it's at nighttttttt. Weren't planning to go out after deciding not to go to east coast but it was a last minute kinda thang. So z brought me to hort park to have a walkKkkkkkk. Nature IS beautiful. And hort park outing is *inserts happy faces* And saw lim and nat so took same bus home. SUNDAY IS HAPPY:)

MONDAY BLUES. school is hell boring today. Sigh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGQI! BESTEST COUSINNNNNN EVERRRRR. frolicks soooooon, its a must :) because you rock and you know it. Enjoy the young of the old!


byeeeee~

wasteful and whatnot.

happy belated valentine everyone!<3

Hope everyone(love birds or not in love birds) enjoy yesterday!

So it was so so so extremely packed in town yesterday. Z and I couldnt catch a movie thanks to humansssssss. All humans (most) went town (and other parts of singapore) to celebrate the man-made day so there were quite a number of human jams. Went to marina then to esplanade's rooftop then to cathay then to orchard :@ madnesssss but fun:)

I SKIPPED CROSSSSS COUNTRY hahahaha now i've to think of an excuse that doesnt need mc.

vivo then sentosa to cycle with yuqi and veraaaaaaaa ah ah ah. (friday)

Z and i are planning to spend sunday at east coast cycling but I BET, there's gonna be lots of families there. Sigh.

Goodbye sunday~ wasted.

being random.

I used to think people who dont update their blog are kinda dead. I mean, how busy can they be? Then i realised, we can get real busy, like me, busy as a bee. Its been 4 days since i've blogged, and to think i use to blog every single day. Now, its hard to even sit down and on the com.

For the whole of dunno how many weeks, i've never slept earlier than 12 am(except for 1 or 2 days which i fell asleep while lying randomly on the bed/table) which gives me an averagely 5.5 hours of sleep or omg, even less, and in turn of which i wish was not so.
Then i'll get 15 mins of sleep in the school bus, of which was kinda disturbing cause primary school kids speak very loud, screaming shouting and whatnot. I really wonder....where on earth do they get their energy from? Are they even human? Plus ITS SO EARLY IN THE MORNING!
Weekends are no exception thanks to grace and stupid maths 9.30 in the morning. Pity me.

Anyway! Cross country tomor, oh man, van's a mascot! HAHA, that's like a miracle? Hopefully i will get my ass to chinese garden by 7.15am tomorrrrr. :)

WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING FOR 4 DAYS :
monday lovelle and I baked cookies.
tuesday I and lovelle worked out in da gym gym gym.
wednesday I baked muffins.
thursday I go around people handing out van's homemade choco muffins.
friday I know whats gonna happen. Cross country and i'll be dead shag, then sentosa or some weird place with the percussion!

In case Im not gonna use the com tomorrr, look here yuqi and plankton!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE! :)))))) [13 febbbbb]
been in my life, making my life great/sour/sweet, love y'all!

Gym was mad, drenched in my own sweat.
I think my muffins are real de-li-cioussssss.
I know im being random.

GYM EVERY TUESDAY! Okay bye!
(btw im not losing fats, i just wannnna build myself up. I HATE PEOPLE WHO GO ON A STUPID DIET @$#%@%#!#$! or keeps complaining they're fat etc. Yeah man if you keep saying you are fat, you are really fat. Then thats too bad. )
z, yours are abs not fatszxz. HAHA.

p/s how do you get rid of eyebags? Mine's too prominent.
Prominent reminds me of somebody whom i've lost.