someone to talk to

"Sometimes, I just need someone to talk to" - Everyone needs someone to talk to every now and then.

THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! But somehow i feel lost, like what and how am i gonna start the holidays? Where's the motivation to study??? :S

This morning i went over to nat's to swim before having lunch with her bf and her and now im at my gramps place, just woke up, helping my cousin and her friends with maths. WOAH. Except for 1 friend which thinks she's an ahlian, GROSS OUT! Most disgusting thing.

k bye :>

I SCREAMED BECUZ OF A FLY ON MY HAIR small FLY

HI.

I apologize for not blogging for a long time........NOT. HAHA. Why should I apologize huh? I have a life that's so interesting i just simply couldnt find time to blog. K thats bullshit. Well...the main reason's cuz my Ipod Touch is my computer, and it's really difficult to blog from it, so yeah.

On to happier things! OMG guess where i'm at now? NAT'S PLACE!!!! Love my uber best bestfriend(L)!!! Muacks to you! (I know you will read this right after i post it) And yes we were listening to gaga's songs just now. Ew right. LOL sudden random. OKAY SHE'S "WHINING" nowww. TO RUSH ME but no im slowly taking my time to post this.

Im so eggcited for my piercings tomorrow, gonna pierce another 2! YAYYYYYYY but that also mean $$$ fly away. town town town :>

Lastly, you must be wondering why im still at s'pore when my previous post stated that i'll be at malacca from today till tomorrow. ANSWER: I CHOSE TO STAY IN SINGAPORE becuz i can stay at nat's and malacca is mostly about fooood and i can spend time with my darling boy too :) Was watching LEGION with him last night and it was AWESOME! I luvvv my baby and bestfriend.

OKAY TIME TO SPEND TIME WITH NAT she's like so bored now heehee kkkk byebye! (p/s i luv you both to bits, zh and nat!) say awwww pls. LOL. And luv everyone who's reading this!

I AM VANDITTO

Gotten my results back...wasn't THAT bad. Yes, it was bad, not good at all, but it wasn't bad till the extend of...Oh well. Right now all I've gotta do is to put full concentration onto my studies till N levels are over. Sigh. That is if I can. I know I can.

I didn't know that this Friday is a public holiday till someone said " Van, you can come school on friday yourself if you want, while everyone stays home." WTF i didnt know??? And then once i knew i go YAYYYYYY it's the holidays already! BUT no, it isn't. The first 2 weeks of June holidays are to be spend going back to school again. URGH :@@@@

However, i'll be off to malacca this comin' friday! It's a break for me, maybe some shopping on clothes and FOOD. YES FOOD i love food. I dont look like it but really, if you know me well, i eat alot. IN SCHOOL. When i'm with zh i become a different person, dont know why. Maybe i still eat alot but HE EAT WAY MUCH MORE. Thats why it looks like i eat quite little. Ahaha!

KAY SO i am waiting for tomorrow, wednesday and thursday, will be seeing zh everyday. OMG. I should get a hold of myself. But what? ITS HOLIDAYS ALRD, somehow or another. (i know even if it's not the hols i still meet him almost everyday but who cares!)

and i really can't wait to get my ear pierced again! The last time i've gotten my helix piercing, it closed. Bobba. So now im gonna get it with my bestfriend again!

p/s i should START GOING CHURCH NOW NOW NOW sadly this sat i cant ): sigh.

YAY GRANDMA IS BACK WITH MY PEACH RED TEA

Lazy.com.vz

I am so lazy to blog. Mm. Laziness overwhelms me and i should feel ashame to even say it out but....

Anyhow, Alice in wonderland and August Rush is gooooood.

the way I am

I do this when i'm home alone. Yknow, like walk around with just my undies and do stuffs. Um, windows closed of course. What? It's my own home, and i'm alone. And it's really comfortable, i swear.

Pft, today's re-exam was kinda fine! Didn't blank out so... peace! \m/

I dare say....IM A RETARD IN SCHOOL TODAY!
1) I screamed yessssSSSSSssssSSSSS in a gay voice
2) I sing stupid songs to abram
3) I act cute on a piece of paper
4) I force my bestfriend to eat lunch with me and my boyfriend
5) etc

haisssss what should WE eat for dinner? We have no idea, and im baking tomorrow!(hopefully) K now HE is sleeping and I am waiting. WE are slacking. BAH.

tooooootie

IM A PROCRASTINATOR FOR NUTS. there's history re-exam tomorrow morning and i've not gotten anything into my head yet. Im so dead so good game. Bye im gonna shoot myself down now. Okay kidding. Im gonna burn midnight oil now, and sleep in class tomorrow. I know i have not been blogging but i dont give a damn, really. Why am I even here? Help. I can't stop.

bdfhbbvudfbjn bxcvhxcbxcbn dhsbdc

Going nuts. Dont make a crazy person go mad, cuz the crazy person will go crazier and boom, become ki siao. Like me now.

hey soul sister

Currently at nat's place. I love my bestfriend so much! SO MUCH HAHA. tsk nat i know you love me too HAHA 8)

So today i spent money again, on a pair of shoes and a top from topshop. GUILTY. Had crystal jade for dinner and starbucks. But town with nat and ann was FUN. Sleeping over at nat's place tonight! Wheeeee i love having photoshoots with bestfriend heehee.

So happy that nat's mom said i've grown fatter! "Abit more fleshy than last time." HAHA

kkk imma go sleep soon we gotta wake up real early tmr!

xoxo.

(p/s today is actually sat, cuz im blogging aft 12am)

kiss you on the brain in the shadow of the train

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on your back is the latest trend
I dont see what anyone can see in anyone else but you

Last night's stardust and district 9 was good, i really love fridays! :) And movie marathons.

Going out soon, back soon. xoxo

mixed

Had fun @ sentosa yesterday. Spent today not going school but rot at home, and tonight by watching clash of the titans(uh pirated la) with zh.

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I HATE MIXED FEELINGS. like you dont know your feelings. happy sad frustrated angry irritated excited all mixed tgt.

sucks at times, dont you think so?

Happy vanz

Mother's Day present to my dearest mom who likes to be hip and likes unique stuffs. 8) I think the "tribal" girl is so cute. Dont you think so?? :) And she looks like she's holding a ukelele hahaha.


MONSTER STICKERS!

Cousin's present from me ;) Pencilcase.

My new pencilcase, awww monsters!

Totally love this bow rubberband cuz it's so so pretty on the hair ;)

f21 earrings! Alil heavy though. But it's really prominent on my ears. HA.

Heyaaaa

Had fun shopping with bestfriend on friday, literally went home straight and got ready to head to town after physics paper. I seriously spent way too much! Needa control my spendings :( I feel so guilty afterthat, but i really love my loots :) Hehehe.

Baby came over afterthat and we watched Pandorum. Uh alittle boring but wasn't too bad.

TODAY morning WAS BORINGGGGG, afternoon was way better.

Zi char for dinner was shiok x2. Omg im still hungryyyy s0bz. kkkk bb hahahaaaaaa

I miss you already.

p/s incase i dont blog tomorrow, happy mothers' day :) okay la not like mothers will read my blog so i say for what. BUT my mom reads my blog at times so...i love you mummy;)

:')

Math paper CMI. can't make it at all. sigh. its over anyway.

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GONNA START REVISING CHEM. which i assume will be of no help since it's so last minute and all.....plus it's my weakest sub apart from chinese.

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I AM SO DEAD. sobz. stupid boy behind me carrying weights. Look like a giant. Tsk. EWWWWW really wish he aint that biggie. So not me ): im a small kiddo beside him, nyeh hyeh. WHATEVER LA.

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:') a teary smiley for the exam week.

p/s my grandma's so cute HAHAHA and i love today's dinner. Baby ate all of gonggong's char kway teow HAHA

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bb

cuz when im kissin' you my senses come alive

TOMORROW IS MATH PAPER.

die.

*prays i can remember everything i've studied during tuition*

Hi, im so dead tomorrow. Im just anticipating for the AFTER SCHOOL and not DURING school. Just wanna quickly end the paper and another 1 down. Today's english and history papers were....normal. Kinda contradicting and all but all in all was ok ;') No longer do i need to stuff all the shit about history anymore(for now).

sooooooo............ because school ends early during exam period, i get to go home early to take a nap and do my own things...which also result in, camwhoring cuz i was too bored and lazy to do any revision. HA. ZZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZZ yeah bo liao.

im going to see my babbbbyyyy tomorrrrow 8D and chiong chem. omg can someone pls help me in chem??! i think im really dead meat. I think this Midyear is a fail for me. BOOHOO. )': )': )':

needa seriously buck up. SOON. hahaha kkkkk

im an epic fail

peace out \m/

p/s kissing you by miranda cosgrove is stuck in my head.

All I could ask for

I feel so fortunate and grateful and lucky to have you. You're everything I could ask for and I love you so very much.

van the nessa

1st May, start of my so-called TRAINING. My boyfriend will be my personal instructor. HAHA. Okay so today we jogged around the park below my house, did some pull ups, push ups, stretchings and eventually carrying weights. Yeah he brought his dumbbells to my homie. GOSH it was tiring and i can feel the aches right now. My arms. Urgh. Well, endure. It's a way to grow bigger.

:D

Currently getting ready for dinner, momsy making her famous salad again, this time with raw salmon and loads of wasabi. Awesome or awesome? ;)

IM HAPPY TO SAY THAT I'VE GAINED 2 kgs! (or at least) imma happy van :) Gonna train and train and grow and grow and eat and eat and be BIG. (hopefully la haha) Zh says in order to get what I want I must work for ittttt, and i must endure the trainings coming up. Tsk.

STUDYING LATER, exams next week. OMG I DONT FEEL READY AT ALL. & i really really really wanna go back to church so i guess next sat, :)

Seriously.......... i dont know why do we need to study about hitler and all. Really. That man has nothing to do with us, and its not our business, so why do we need to know bout his history? Bah guess this is life, WEIRD. I REALLY NEED TO DO SOME SHOPPING!

Prays my wallet that aunty bought for me from London will be something i like! No disappointments. No putting hopes too high. No high expectations. My family and boyfriend says i'm a spoilt brat. SPOILT.

sigh its me, this is me. xx.