Stayover

I'm staying over at valerie's place tonight.
Gosh,her bed is full of toys,i wonder how am i gonna sleep on it.
In fact, she don't sleep on her bed.
She sleeps on her sleeping bag, seriously crazy.
Sleeping bag gives backaches.
Oh well, guess will be spending the night with soft toys(:
I hope i wont spend a saturday night sleeping early.
Im gonna sleep late, or at least i'll try.

Watched many lame shows just now, like..Barbie.
Hahaha!
It happens when you are really bored with nothing to do.
Camwhored too, with soft toys.
But i dont look good in pictures nowadays, ):
Probably cause im sick.
Pale,Pale,Pale.
But no matter how sick i am, i'll make sure i'll meet cuzzie tmr.
1.30 at orchard, we're going shoppinggggzxzxz.
She's gonna bring her camelllaaaaa,hahaha.
Im gonna look good.
It's gonna be so eggcitingggg,LOL.

I miss my classmates alot, especially regi,yun,nat and car):
But i miss Plankton much much more.
Sunday's coming, and yay, he's coming home!
Weiyang made a date with me on sunday too,having macs for breakfast.
Hehehe,can't wait.
Its gonna be even more EGGCITING.(:

I DONT WANT TO BE SICK.
It really sucks.

Okay, im going back to my drawing!
Sudden interest of drawing cartoons.
Plus, valerie's getting bored. That dumbasssss!
Grrrr, hahahaha.

Goodnight everyone!(:

Oh i miss you so so much.

what the

Grrr, i have this urge to blog, always.
But whenever im settled on my seat and am in blogger, i've simply nothing to say.
whywhywhy!!
Gah.

Alright, at least by saying this, i've actually posted something.
Hear me later then.

Meanwhile im going over to valerie's house for lunch. :@:@:@:@:@ HUNGRY.

saturday outing with qi, omgomg.

sick,sick,still sick

Im like so, so, so, very sick. ):

It's 6.27pm.
Done bathing and am continueing the chocolate chip cookies i ate halfway just now.
Did went to valerie's house to have lunch.
Afterwhich, played her DS lite.
Waiting for mummy to be back, having bread and cheese for dinner.
): Gosh.
I miss my boyfriend, and daddy.
Daddy's away to malaysia, boyfriend to cambodia.
)))))))):

Saturday outing with JINGQI nincompoop.
hahahaa,can't wait.
Love my cuzzie very much.
Cuzzie(s) i mean, they're god's gift to me(:

Im very tired.
I wannnnnna dieeee now.

three more days, hurry up hurry up.

I AM NOT happy with my life.
Nothing can make me satisfied, nothing can make me happy.
Really, nothing.

p/s : shoman, good luck with your pool tournament. Love cousin many(:

Don't know why

Backaches and fever, guess im growing old.
One word to describe me now - sick.
Dumb disgusting medicine not working, damn.

Feelings of going to valerie's house kept changing.
One moment going, next moment not going.
I cant decide.
Because going or not going, i aint feeling very happy nor satisfied.
Going there can't keep my boredom away.

Sleeping, i guess i slept too much.
My head's hurting like mad.
Is it wrong to sleep so much?
When one sleeps so little, their head aches.
But when one sleeps so much, their head aches too.
Wtf is wrong with the sleeping logic? It's just so wrong.

Plus eff those morning calls.
I'm trying to sleep and there goes the "ring ring".
What's their problem.
Dont they know that it's still early(the sun havent rise,the birds not awake-.-k,crap.) and that people's still sleeping?!? Gah.
Hate life :/
Besides, the calls are usually from friends and family and they often call then say "nothing".
NOTHING is nothing, and if there's really nothing, you DONT HAVE TO CALL.
(unless its my boyfriend who calls me, if you're not then dont call.)
It's really irritating if you call and say nothing , and it really makes me curious, keeping me in suspense.

Anyway, my list for holidays.
sleep,teevee,study,sleep,teevee,study,sleep,teevee,study,sleep,teevee,study,sleep,teevee,
study,sleep,teevee,study,sleep,teevee,study,sleep,teevee,study,sleep,teevee.study..goes on.
And maybe shopping sometimes but not too often, trying to save $$ over here :/
Spend time with p.
DONEEEE, thats all.
(Not to forget, finish up novels and getting more novels to read, im obsessed with stories.)

Im blogging at 11.08 am and the date's not right, i know. its only right if i start blogging at 5, which i'll blog later on again.
It's so freaking early too, i know. But because of the calls, i cant get back to sleep, thus using the comp.

i can't stop thinking bout p, i must stoppppp!!

seeyou later then.

four more days

VAN'S SICKKKK )))))):
and i mean, very sick.

four more days to having you back,quick,it's hell not talking to you.

Argh, screw the stupid fever.
Damn.
:/

Anyway today pepper came.
Followed by kelly and her boyfriend,zhelun.
I love pepper many, had a really fun time together.
(:
Other than that, im busy doing something that had to be finished within a certain time.

HAHAHA, isaac mak says i look like a jap(: yay.

byeeee.

I miss you, and i miss you more than words could describe how i feel. ): Oh it's killing me. And its only day twooooo. Ahhhhh.

gone

): p's gone.

and im feeling real bored.
Doing nothing at home except being a glutton and eat and eat and eat.
Maid came at 12 went back at 5.
And since 12 i've been sleeping till 4 and then eating maggi mee + cookies + twisties till she goes. (: yummy.
yay, i've become a glutton. OFFICIALLY A GLUTTON.
Plus i woke up at 11 today. :/ Then ate bread and use comp and then sleep again, at 12! AHHH.
1 hour for breakfast, MANY hours for sleeping, another hour for snacks and maggi and omg.
Afterthat went to val's house because she's afraid of being home alone. -.-
WHAT THE.
*slaps self*
okay fine i used to be afraid of being home alone too.
ANYWAY, thats my interesting life.

I miss him so badly i can go crazy!! And it's only the first day.
:/
MUST.NOT.THINK.OF.HIM. - i cant. ):

yayayayayayayyyyyy, dad's gonna buy me many novels. *w.o.a.h.*
-.- i hope he really does.
I've been waiting for my dad to get me novels and stories and whatever that i can read for me during the holidays.
you can say, i love reading.
And if you dont love reading, give yourself a slap.
Okay im not that bad, im just being lame and bored but y'know i find people who dislike/hate reading pathetic because they are lack of imagination.
When you read, you start imagining the scenario of what you read.
So if you dont read, wont that be equivalent to lack-of-imagination?
Okay fine i shall stop acting like im so clever in english and that i wanna be an angmoh.
- but i really wanna be an angmoh.

STUPID.STUPID.STUPID xu lao shi/applecherrylipspie.
DAMN HER.
she called my dad like freaking so many times just to tell him to consider letting me take chinese language BASIC?!
clb for short.
WTH IS MY CHINESE THAT BAD!?!
okay yes i know its that bad.
But having me take clb is like )))): PRIMARY FIVE CHINESE.
)))): am i really...that bad?
argh. maybe taking clb is quite okay.
at least.. i dont really have to concentrate much on my chinese.
HATE - CHINESE.

okay.
): should just stop saying sad stuffs.

last but not least, I MISS P. and i want my boyfriend now.
NOW.
come back quicccck.

warwick avenue

When I get to Warwick Avenue
meet me by the entrance of the tube
we can talk things over a little time
but promise me you won't stay by the light

When I get to Warwick Avenue
please draw the best and be true
don't say we're okay just because I'm here
you hurt me bad but I won't shed a tear

))): i love warwick avenue by duffy.
she's amazing.

And i really cant bear P to leave):
It makes me wanna cry whenever i think of it.
It sounds exaggerating but it's really hard to not talk to him for days. ):
I hope i survive this torturing six days man):

Argh. ):

Take a bow

Hello everybody im at valerie's house now and there's new computerrr(:

VAL HERE, VAN'S SAD CAUSE HER BF'S LEAVING HAHAHAHAHA, OBIQUACK TO HER.
( AND THAT MEANS SHE CAN SPEND MORE TIME WITH ME. )

whatever, crap.
okay):
A few more hours to go before he's leavinngggg):
whywhywhywhywhywhywhy!!
Argh, six days/six days/six days!
SO LONNNGGGG. ))):

i'm going into depression mode.

Anyway van's gonna grow fat and be a GLUTTON.
hahahahaha.
A way to release sadness and loneliness - argh what crap.
EXCUSESSSSS, but im really gonna eat till im fat fat fat fat fat.

(: went out with regi today but we're both damn tired and lazy. ):
Didnt walk much and i didnt spend any monaye today!
(((: hehehe, but i saw a super nice baggggg lorh.): haaaaizzz, dun care im gonna get it.
Plus a super nice nice nice wallet, im gonna get it by hook or by crook!(((:
Heheh, then dad fetch me home and then in the car @%#$^&@!
Forget it.
Yup, thats my day. )): TIRED.

i want p .

Come back fast, pleaseee.

I dont want you to leave -

Oh sweetheart, i dont want you to leave.
Having you leave me and not talking to you for days feels like torture's coming.
And i dont wantttt ):
Stupid service learning, arghhh!
It breaks two to one ):
Arghhhh, its making me go crazyyy ))):
I dont want tuesday to come, seriously i dont. Gah.
--
Tuesday please come, let my romeo learn what's life.
What's hardship and let him see through those people that's poorer than us.
Those people that needs more than us.
Those people that doesnt have much to eat, and doesnt have much education.
Let him spread and share his 12o hearts,hahaha. (((:
And give both mine and his blessings to the people there.
I know Tuesday's the day when i had to learn how to let go, for i know i'll have him back soon, very soon.
--

i prefer the first cause i really dont want him to leave. Yet i know once i let him go, i'll have him back. (:
Have to grow up, cant always have you by my side.

Okay anyway today i went swimmingggg and then to grandma's house with my super wonderful cuzzies.
I slept again, :/
oh man.
vanz have to stop being pig. ):

Tomorrow outing with car and dino. (:
Cant wait.
And last day to see him, ):
It's all happening too fast, im not ready yet. )):

Have to let go, but you'll always be in my heart.

bored-o-rama

hello everybody i did study today.
But i slept more than i study ):
Gah, anyway if you're bored, you could like go and visit my newly made xanga account.
Because im bored, i made it for fun. Heh.
and the link's : www.xanga.com/happybeanfans

Plus ytd there's a super big grasshopper in the same room as me!!
AHHH,hate insects. )))):
stupid insects.
plus grasshopper looks crispy. yuck.

whatever.

P's going away soon, next tuesday please go away.
argh.

okay goodbye.
so hungry!):

im glad i've the world's best boyfriend, or maybe, he's the best boyfriend one could have in my world.

kisses in the airrr -

AHHHH VAN MUST STUDY STUDY STUDY MUG MUG MUG LEARN LEARN LEARN CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE. VAN IS BEING A ZITCH BY NOT MUGGING STUDYING LEARNING. VAN IS BEING A ZITCH BY NOT HAVING THE RIGHT ATTITUDE AND BLAH BLAH. VAN MUST CHANGE IN ORDER TO STOP BEING A MUTHA-EFFING ZITCH. ):

Okay i admit im like so zitchy by not studying mugging learning or whatever and by having the wrong attitude.
And this is not gonna stay long cause by monday, im gonna like mug before going out.
And im also gonna make sure i finish the assessments dad/mum had bought for me.
ITZ A MUSTZ, orz i'llz remainz asz a zitch foreverzzz. zzz.
And also not to forget change myself.
Hate myself right now, hate the way i am ):<

Plus if i continue having bad results/bad attitude/never mugging learning studying, i'm seriously a bitch.
but dont forget, you are a bitch too.
(i have no idea who's the you but its just you, zitch.)

Okay i just came back from dinner with nat ghui, wanna thank this kind polite funny ahpeh for sending me home just to make sure i reached home safely(:

And p came today, loveeeee.
i love the wonderful present and memories you left me.
Next week's coming, please have a safe trip in cambodia.
Give my blessings to the cambodian kids, and share your hearts.
Love you many and will be waiting for you to be back(:

Sort of quarrelled with someone today.
- one word, f.
(but guess we're okay in the end)

things to get during the hols :
- bag(!!!)
- shoes(!!!)
- clothes
- accessories
- books (!!!)
- archie comics
- many more which i've not think of, but im very sure there's more.

things to do during the hols :
- mug, zitch.
- shopping
- fun
- buck up my toooot english.

erhem i think i must speak fluent english instead of lah lorh huh ya hor blah.
GRRR, wake up van, you this bitch of the universe! !%$#&@!
-

okay goodbye.
tuition tmr, crap.
-

I love the joy and laughter you brought me, and i will love it till the very end.

Indescribable

hello today i've got good news and bad news.

Bad news : Results suck like shittttt, to the extend that i might be retained. (!!!!)
Stop saying and start doing.

Good news : P came to my housie today to help me find the carnival tickets and pack my room!(:
Sadly, cant find the tickets(dieeee) but my room's kinda neat now. (((: thanks to my amazing incredible lovely kind polite loveable boyfriend (L)(L)(L) (:

and thats enough to cheer me up.

school tmr, last day to holidayssss!
And i swear that im gonna study my way up during hols, of cause to have fun tooo(:
Hope monday car's able to make it to vivo with regi and i, cant wait(:

First and always first in my heart.

happy blankets-

HAPPY BLANKETS ARE US! - okay crap.

Anyway today buddaye and nat wasnt in school and thats left with me,yun and carrrr. (:
We click well together and we kinda crap together alot today, (((:
Love honeystar and aunt yun manyzxzx.

Aunt yun,
Pleaseeee do not be upset about the lost fei chang yue du and your beautiful design journal okayzxzx.
Take it as it's a chance for you to do better, especially for your design journal. Do better than the lost one! (: And i'll try to find ways to help you get the second version of fei chang yue du okayzxz. (: Love yunxinnnn aka auntttt-y.
- Neice, hahaha.

And i love you many, you-know-who.

Warm my heart,

ps : OMGOMGOMG, aunty sherri is finally getting married!! - but i miss her ex-bf. ):
i wanna be a flower girl. i wanna be a bridemaid. i want pretty flowers on my head. i want long long dresses. i want to be the centre of attraction. i want !!

xoxo,

School was okay.
But after school was way better.

thanks yun for the help during DnT,
thanks car for asking me out,
thanks regi, for being my very good buddy, love.

i love my boyfriend alot, alot more than loving myself.
(and thanks for the box of choco mini peppermints, (L):D! )

xoxo,
hugs and kisses.

what the : PUBLIC TRANSPORT TO SCHOOL TMR?!?
daddy please fetch me to school tmr. ): plzplzplzplz.

bedtime story -

And this is posted for someone who wants a better story from me before he could get to sleep(:

Once upon a time, there was a sleeping beauty.
She has skin as fair as snow, lips as red as blood, and hair as black as..i dont know.
She loves sleeping (uh,obviously) and she sleeps 20/7 because 4 hours are left to talk to her prince charming.
Whether online or by phone.
She has moodswings during various occasions and will start being violent by hurling vulgarities at the fairies who live near her tower.
Yet prince charming would often save the day by using his favourite words : "chill" or " i love you".
The second option would be best because it often helps.

ARGH CRAP I DONT KNOW HOW TO CONTINUE THE STORY HAHAHAHA.(:
okay whatever, prince charming i think this is enough and good for you cause its longer that the previous post.( and of coz better ;P)

just to add on : prince charming dont just say i love you to save the day, he really loves her. And sleeping beauty loves him too!

THE END.

goodnight im going to bed. (:

-

Family.Driving.Me.Crazy.

):

yikes.

Oh yippeee im going jogging soon like about 20 more mins.
ERHEM hope it can relieve my stress cause i've been mugging about sang nila utama.
HATE SANG NILA UTAMA. ))): makes me so confused.
Plus the pirates that invades singapore few years back (dunno when but who cares.)
And and and the antiques that are treasures to the ancient people are so ugly. ): all also not nice one lorh.
No offence but thats the fact.
Its all gold in color and the jewels are so big. Too big to be called nice):
Imagine the ring is bigger than your finger and it makes it fugglyyyy.
But oh well, it's like that, cant change it.
Okayokay better stop talking bout history.
But learning history still puts me into the mind of shopping , ahhhhh.

Im left with a box of choco mini peppermints, how how how.
Must leave it for tomorrow.
ARGHZXZX, so tempting!!):

HMMMMMMMMMM.
I hope dad'll keep his word about having dinner at farmart.
Havent been there for ages, i miss the food there!! Especially the steak , hehe *hints*

Okay, im gonna chiong the last few pages of history assessment before going down to jog and crap with buddddy hahaha(((:
And then im gonna have my second bath using the black shampooOOO!
Hope it makes my hair blacker and shinier, HOPEEEES! :D
I know black shampooooooo sounds yucks cause when i use it just now to wash my hair, i didnt expect it to be black too.
It looks like poison but it smells nice and its SHINYYY. so i think its okay, and it helps show natural black hairrrrr. ((: hehe.

Alright, post laterrrr!

A Million Love Letters -

HELLLLLLLO im being such a cheenapok these days because i kept speaking to my mum in chinesee!! Oh man what is wrong with meeee.
Okay crappppp.
Anyway i think im being very high high high now cause of CHOCO MINI peppermintttts!
They cheer me up like many many many and i really love eating themmmm!!

Oh no..
I've been telling myself to do the assessment books mum have gotten me but i didnt!):
And im feeling so very guilty about it..
I've been sleeping for the whole day!
And i've been sleeping alot during the weekends i felt like a porkpork,grr.):
Okay nevermind i promise tmr i will do it! Hehe, mark my words.

Oh yippee tmr will be going jogging with buddy ahahaha.
Im gonna get some exercise man.
And also im gonna eat alot and start growing fat!
i swear mannnnzxzx.





must mug. mug, idiot.
okay byezxzxx.
love.

and i know you love me even if im the world's dumbest girl.

Under An Oak Tree.

Hello.
I slept till 2 today, and woke up to use the comp till 5.
I mugged till dinner time, and use the comp again for half an hour.
I'm left with 10 more mins before going off thanks to maple.
Unfortunately for my mum, maple's not working.
But whether it's working anot, my time for comp couldnt be extended because my dad's gonna use it.
And that makes me miss him more than usual.

Okay, i'd better stop beating about the bush.
My point is, fuck maple and the time.
I aint satisfied with the time at all because it's bloody hell passing too fast! AND )))): , i cant extend the time for computer!! !#$%&@!
Plus maple's getting on my nerves.

okay, time's up.

Love you more than the numbers of stars on the sky.

paperhearts and cottonbuds.

and i miss you.

Mr.Lee treat us all to bubble tea after school, he kept his word(:
Afterthat, dinosaur and me head straight to tiong bahru toget her assessment books.
Then off to harbourfront for lunch.
Chatted quite alot - knew and found out many things, im so disappointed in you, i cant believe you would do this.
Still, dinosaur is the best although we often quarrelled over silly things and ended up getting back again within half an hour!(:
Dinosaur dropped off at commonwealth and i trained home alone.
Everything ended up normal, i miss you miss you miss youzxzx):
Stupid councillor, hahaha(:

Im bored at home, but glad that there's no tuition tomorrow.
Im gonna sleep late, not gonna waste my weekends on sleeping.
And i wanna go shoppinggggzxxxz, argh.

Okay, i'll stop here.
Lovezxzx.

i need someone to confide in, i need someone right now.

untitled -

love my clique, love my boyfriend more.

School was as usual, and nobody seems to be listening to what flintstone is trying to teach):
Argh, i havent even sold a single ticket for fairfield's carnival! Gosh.
Tomorrow Mr.Lee is treating us all each a cup of bubble tea, hehe. He better keep his word manzxz.
And today i helped out for fundraising! Probably cause i was choosen to help out by Mdm Toh.
Sold biscuits-donuts and tarts. Super delicious. (:
Then accompany car for lunch with nat. Nat was busy talking on the phone the whole afternoon and that makes car jealous (: haha, super funnny.
Stayed till 4.30 then left with him.

There's show and tell tmr?! In mano's class??
Oh gosh. I've nothing and simply nothing to show and tell.
Pray hard that mano wont come tmr, in fact, pray that all teachers are on course. Best thing.
I'm so mean.

fourteenfivezeroeight,i love my boyfriend.

okay goodnight.

argh.

Arghhhhzxzxzzz, super duper fustrated nowwwwzxz!
Everything seems wrong, so wrong.
Not good in anything, not good in studies and making parents happyzxzx, not good at being good ):
My life is a piece of screwed up shitzxxzx.
I'm just living in a round globe that revolves round and round but nothing seems right!
Even when rain continues pouring down or sun continues shining brightly, there's nothing that can make me happy.
Even when there's no day and night, i dont feel worried at all.
Even when an earthquake destroys us all now, i dont feel a single thing.
Oh where's my feelings, where's my feelingsxz!!!
Where are the happier times when there's no worries and troubles and no frownings from people's faces!
And why must time fly past so quickly when i'm having a happy time.
Time is so bias, so biaszxzx!
Time flies like nobody's business when happy moments came, but time crawled slowly, even stopping to take a break, when we are having a bad bad BAD BAD BAD timeee.
why!
tell me why is life so unfairzxz!!! GAH.

i'm just upset.
stupid.idiot.

im not gonna care, at least im trying not to.
i would gladly like to shut myself up in the room and under the blanket i go.
i'll cry myself to sleep rather than hearing stressful stuffs.
Everyday, every night.
Wont you be happy if im dead?
What.A.Stupid.Family.

With Love.

Sick.
but school was okay, i think.
--
Argh, life's so screwed.
It's breaking apart but im holding on, just holding on.

--
You keep me warm and secured.
You keep me off from worries.
You keep me laughing and smiling.
You keep me hanging on.
And you're the reason why im here.
I love you and will always do.

Bus rides,letters,fun and laughter,you're the best.

i need you now.

im growing white hair.

10 assessment books.
10 revisions everyday.
Guess what.
I'm going nuts.

And im growing white hair due to all the stressssss, argh.
"Thanks" mum and dad.

Okay, i need to study soon or my mum will start nagging.
I love idioms.

your smile changes my frown, love.

hello i'm going nuts about you.

Hello everyone.
Today is the first day of school(after camp), and seriously i dont think i/we are in the mood for studying just after having funnn.
But you know this is life, and life's like this, so everyone have to be back in school to study.
Oh man, i can cry a river when i get back my science test because its a total failure.
Plus Mrs Tan is not here anymore and we have a flintstone for a science teacher.
"He looks like flintstone, you know fred flintstone." - concluded nat.
Well, seriously our new science teacher does look like flintstone, a cartoon in cartoon network(:
Okay, then i didnt do maths test today which means tomorrow i have to do maths test! T__T
But i guess im ready for it cause i've been doing alot of simultaneous equations sums during maths tuition.
School then ended with m.a.n.o which totally sucks. Plus i have to chiong her work later. Gah.
Save me.

Went home with him and it was super fun+cool+happy+ everything nice you could wish for.
I hope time stops so we could be together forever.
And thank you for the bag of hearts, you're the sweetest thing in the whole wide world and im glad you're mine.
Because I love you and my love for you shall last as long as the oceans waves hit the shore.
As long as the sun rises and the stars are in the sky,
That is how long I shall love you,
You are perfect to me.
Everything you are is what draws me to you.
i'm going nuts about you, and it's true oh so true.

Okay, goodbye.

honeypie sugarplum.

To the left, to the left.

Okay, hello.
Im being sucha lazybum these days, you could always catch me sleeping on my cosy bed.
And maybe because i sleep too much, i have no idea what to blog after waking up.
Probably cause i cant get my mind straight after a long nap.
Anyway, today is mother's dayyyy yo.
So c'mon, share the love with your beloved mummies.
In fact, this mother's day, my mum shared the love with me.
HEHE, she helped me with my chinese online testttt:D
So cool right, plus todaygot shark's fin soup at waipo's house!
Camwhored(again,i know.) with qi! :D
Back home.

I WANNA SLEEEEEP.
bye!

-too early to sleep but who cares man. im gonna sleep 24 hours a day.

oh, i need to mug like toot.

how sweet is your love, tell me.

To the left, right, up, down.

Random : i feel like using a different font now. :/

Okay, anyway.
Today was kinda slack for me :/
Went to tuition as usual, pity meeee. I was super tired i really felt that i couldnt get up from my bed at that time. T__T probably cause i never had such a good sleep after camp.
And then my momah just dragged me out of bed and i was left with no choice.
Wore the new flats momah had bought for me while i was away:)
HAHA, guess what!
I spent 2 full hours on a maths question!
It was really crazy, and what really surprised me was, aunty calin wasnt even mad at me!(:
She's damn nice, or maybe..bias towards me. Hehe.
After tuition i immediately went home and chiong lunch, after which i plop right into bed again.
Ben called me and i almost forgot i was supposed to meet him today!
I went back to sleep while waiting for him and he endd up waiting for me cause i was late.
We met at my house downstairs, talked for about 3 hours before he went to meet his friends.
Camwhored, and i love my super close retard, the typical ben! HAHAHA.
Dinner and here.
Oh man, im so tired but i just couldnt get to sleep.

Alright, im stopping here for now so goodnight everyone.
In fact, i love it when you go crazy because of me. I love it when you say you miss me more than i miss you. You know, you're my anything and everything. (L)

Love camp,Love potato, Love carrie.

camp was great.

That's short and sweet - it explains everything.
i was so wrong, to think that camp was gonna be bad.
Whoops.

Let's start, shall we?
(Oi, say yes hor, lol)

Day One.
As usual, had assembly and then ready to leave for camp.
Met Instructor Potato(Alex) and Instructor Carrie.
Was kinda sian-ed at that time because i wasnt in the same group as my close friends.
But that's also when i get to know Potato because i was actually in his group but i asked if i could change.
He left me an impression of being a funny and weird person.
But I didnt really know him well yet at that point of time, so i couldnt really tell.
On the bus, Reached,Briefing and went to our dorm.
Kinda cool but i slept near the door, thus i didnt really have enough space ):
We started our first activity - kayaking
It was super fun, we had to stand on our kayaks.
I paired up with dinosaur (:
Instructor charles was super muscular,whoo. HAHA. whoops,dont get the wrong idea eh.
He's too old for me, i guess. Hehe.
Then we had absailing and stuffs.
I overcome my fear of heights, it was super fun though i bang onto the wall real hard at first. (:
Dinner then lights out.

Day Two.
Rafting and stuffs, couldnt really remember but fun!(:
That was also the day when i had to endure with the gross wet shoes! :/

Day Three, MAJOR DAY ASTHERE'S CAMPFIREEEEE!
Whoo, overcome fear of heights again, :D
Hehe. Tried the Challenging Ropes Course.(CRC,smth liddat)
THANKS TO ALL WHO SHOUTED OUT LOUD FOR MY NAME WHEN IM STRUGGLING UP THERE LIKE A COWARD,LOVE YOU GUYS.
(eg. Nat,Car,Mdm Toh,Mr.Lee,Shimin and many more. Love.)
And i really wanna thank instructor Carrie + Potato too(:
Then we did campfire preparations, and got our camp shirts! NICEEE.
Bathe,Dinner(had dinner duty, i was the "apple" girl coz i gve out apples,with pearly.)
C.A.M.P.F.I.R.E!
Screamed our lungs out, Cried because we miss Potato and Carrie and its our last night.
LOVE POTATO AND CARRRIEEEEZXZX.
2H won the best class award, LOVEZXZX! :DD
Lights out.

Day Four.
Clean up, Home.

I'VE GOT THE BEST INSTRUCTORS OF THE WHOLE CAMP, AND THEY ARE THE BEST OF THE BEST!<3POTATO AND CARRIE IS ULTRA MEGA LOVED BY CLASS 2H 08!(:
PLUS POTATO CAN SING! HE'VE GOT THE BEST VOICEEEE!
GO SEE ---> http://youtube.com/watch?v=JKJiz0jTxWw
AND THIS --->http://www.imeem.com/people/Zzi5EIy/music/EJJI5SkH/mp3/
IT'S OUR CAMP PERFORMANCE SONG!(:
PHOTOS WILL BE UP SOON<3

I didnt regret going to camp, except for the bathing part and the sleeping part which caused me much problems as i've got many mosquito bites now! ))):
AHHHH.

Okay, im gonna plop in my comfy bed soon,cant wait, finally a good sleep.

//: potato and carrie are the best, which instructor would go and waste his money to try his luck in an arcade just to get us sweets? Which instructor would give us extra time to bathe? Which instructor would allow campers to go back to their bunk to sleep during activities? Which instructor would buy us cokes and chips? Without potato and carrie, the camp would not have turn out to be fun. Love Potato and Carrie very much,really.

Alright, a long post, Goodnight!
finally im back, with you.

ps: thanks ahpeh for sending me home after dinner, nat ghui rockzxzxz!(:

camp tomorrow.

P.E t-shirt and track pants.
Oh no.

Camp tomorrow, dead.

Goodbye heavenly days on my sweet little bed.
Hello to you stupid dorm and my new sleeping bag.
Goodbye sweet scent of my beloved soap.
Hello filthy muddy waterrr.
Goodbye good food.

Sad case, i dont even feel excited going to camp.
It freaks me out.
And it makes me miss him like crazy.

Okay, i'm gonna start packing and plop onto my beautiful bed.
Last day on it before terror starts.
Okay, i'll try to convince myself that it's not that bad. (:

Hear from me on friday! Love.

when time passes too fast,

"Shattering chains that choke the heart, magnifying the tremendous beauty of art"

When time passes too fast, everything would just turn into a piece of screwed up shit.
When time passes too fast, relationship would end in tears and defeat.
When time passes too fast, missing you is a must.
When time passes too fast, there's really no way we could slow it down.

I'm sorry.
I was half an hour late.
Now we're both angry and disappointed with me.
The only time we had left before i am away, is now gone because of this 30 minutes.
I dont know how, how to explain the feeling in me, but i'm sorry.
I'm sorry, really sorry.

-

People, i'll be away from tomorrow till friday.
There's camp, i guess it's gonna be hell.
Meanwhile, do leave a tag.(:
I'll be back soon.

Just to have you with me
I would have done almost anything
Only a blind man could have failed
to notice the state that I was in.


how foolish can i get, how stupid can time get.

Hello.

Hi, this is a new skin.
I think it's quite loved.
Okay.
:D
I'll be away from tuesday to friday next week.
Details tmr.

See you all.
i'll make tmr's post super nice okay.

love you and love you and love you.

this eden,

vanessa's going insane in everything that she does.
be it insane over things, insane because the thing's driving her insane, she's just insane.

im going in the depression mode, argh.

stupid,stupid day.
and you make it smart even if it's only an hour or so.
- its still stupid.

go eat some shit.

" Go Eat Some Shit and Get To Sleep."

and i'll post later.
I'll be getting some sleep,serious eyebags coming up.
Time flies, i've not had enough, of us.
Going away for four days seems like going away for four years.
And no, i dont want this to happen. -
The day's horrible, im always tired, every hour,minute and second.
Im growing old? Maybe.

be back soon.


We belong together , even when times get rough.

one heart.

Town again, with regiyampaste.
Keng send me home after school(:
I didnt spend money, i must not, i cannot.
I need to save.
I need to mug.
I need to shop, damn!

So many things i wanna get.
Camp next week, hooray.
NO CAMP.
i dont want to go any stupid camp thingy, idiot.
):
No computer, No air-con, No handphone, No music, No everything - what is this?!
Okay. Whatever.
Im gonna pray hard that i'll get sick on that day.
zzz.

Sleep tight everyone.
Im beat.
And my head hurts like nothing on earth, thanks uh dinosaur.
Now i have a big baluku on my forehead.

love you till the sun comes up.

so hard to believe.

Day out with super bud.
Super buds since primary 2, love her still.
(:
Slack at home till three, then to town with corrinne.
And we walked the whole of orchard.
Bought a baggie and a pouchie, by picozoooo(:
Corrinne bought picozoo's baggie and bookie.
Hahaha, super duper uber cuteeee.
And im glad i've got a picozoo pencilcase by dummy cuzzie luke.
After that, went to meet momma and her friends.
Shopped awhile, head home.
Exhausted, but really had fun.
I love corrinne limmmmz.

Bestfriend :
We seem so far apart. We seem a world apart from each other. We dont stay back together like we used to, we dont talk much like we used to, we dont eat dinner at harbour like we often do.
I wished everything's back to normal again, i wish we'll crap again, i wish we'll do everything together again. I miss you, bestfriend. And i want you back.Please bring those old times back.
-

(: goodnight everyone.
When you leave i lose a part of me.