sakae sushi with natalia tan.
Love.

im so so tired.
I need to rest.
Bye.

Hello channel 5 is showing narnia nowwwwww:)
AND YES, IM GONNA WATCH:D

so nothing much to post about:)
just that I LOVE NARNIA VERY MUCH.
AND I LOVE PETER EDMUND BLAHBLAHBLAH FAUNS AND CENTAURS MORE THAN YOU:D
okay maybe not but i love them alotzxzxzxz!:)

and last but not least is : my primary school crushhhhh is buying tickets from me!!:) Together with adam and roy muahahaha, thank you guys! HAHA- and is wye sheng lah that used-to-be crush. -.- :)))) (also thks wyeshengshengshengggg for meeting me yo.)
+ qi and boon for coming to support me(pathetic woman), glad to have you coming!

i'll be selling chicken wings, go ahead and luff all you want lahzxzx.-.-

*treat chicken wings to wyesheng - must remember.*

okay bye all!

i love my mummy, ♥!

i love the coffee connoisseur, ♥!

i love my new hairstyle. finally. ♥.

was so scared i might regret cutting my hair.

125 bucks gone from mummy's wallet, but its all worth it. My hair's better than previous.

:) hallehlujah.

Ate at the coffee connoisseur again, rose juliet is awesome to the max.

see on top? It's rose juliet yay.

At least im feeling :)))) today.

Bought a cardigan, purple is da love i tell you.

Mummy spend alot of $$$$ today):

Well, we spend alot.

Okay bye im going to sleep.
Woke up at 7am today wtf?

:) bye.

post later or something okayzxzxz.

VANNNNNZ:)

" Cant you see right through me? Why do you only see the outside and not the inside? "

I hope i understand myself alot more than what im understanding now.
I dont see why im acting strangely, after all, my mood have been swinging far too much.
Many ups and downs, lefts and rights.
Please lord, bless me. Bless me to be a blessing to others.

I wanna be your popping chocolate candy, your sweet honey lemonade.

jinx, me is jinx.

lim and nat both owes me a mcflurry:)

): VAN IS JINX.

Now i know, one has to be a loser before becoming a winner.

And thats why, my dad often call me a loser.

I am a loser, afterall.

:) i love bridget tan yun hong.

Regiyampaste didnt come school today, everything that happened in school was bad. Especially during band.

I've no instrument to play, whats the point of going to band? And when i dont go to band, i'll get a cmf booking. It doesnt make sense, really. When i wasnt there, conductor ask for me. When im there, she doesnt need me. I dont understand.

Lucky there was many who cheered me up :)

Cally was :))))))!

Dinner with bridget, <3!

Then supper with val and aunt. <3!

i love my dark strawberry drink, it cheers me up.

Orchard tomorrow, tcc and hair-cutting day!:)

I hope my new hairstyle look nice. I dont wanna regret again.

I miss you very much, do you know?

Is it me, or me? Somehow it's me, i know it's me.

Im just being paranoid, or is it?
I have no idea, but everything i do is just, stupid.
Acting like a seven year old when i'm not.

Am i thinking too much, or far too much?
Are things gonna get better if i dont do anything, or is it gonna stay in this pathetic way?
Im seriously turning into a nutcase.

I have to say my mood changes really fast.
And whether it changes or not, its bad.
Like i can go on laughing non-stop in school with my friends, and before you know it, i become really quiet again. Like, "hahahahahahahahahahahaha,stop."
Nat says im on laughing gas, while car would go : "are you okay? why so sian?"
Which is which, i really want to know.
I wouldnt say i dont understand myself, more likely i would go saying im just a weird ironic lady.

If time is getting better, i would show you :)
if its not, most likely you will have vannnnnz's ): face.

And i know im really tired of everything going on in my life, just that some stuffs really make me go high and cheers me up.
Like the clique that is always on my side, and like my mum trying hard to be a better mum for me.
Let me tell you a secret.
I've got a really good bf. And im really glad. Im glad he can tolerate me. Thank god.

okay im gonna continue doing my stuffs, and watching the telly.
Goodnight all.

another person from another world.

Little faith down the road, is this gonna continue?

School was as usual, just that i've got like 2453413367242 homework to do by tonight.
Went home alone but pris came along so went home with her.
She thinks im a buddhist and am a cheena, + chinese-speaking person!!
Like heck, NO WAYYYYY!!
Me cant possibly be a buddhist, totally believing in christ okay. And me is not cheena, ME HATE CHEENA(s), also i dont speak,read and write chinese for nuts sake):
Lim, i hope everything you thought i was is now a different person:)
Plus we made a deal tat if she adds me in msn, i'll go to band tmr. MUAHAHA, she havent add yet. Lets hope she remembers. :)

My tongue thingy is, getting better i think.
):
such things always happen to me.

im waiting for dinner right now.
I'll post later, most probably i would.

"I dont know why but somehow, there's a gap between my heart and you. Dont say you'll try to close that back, dont say anything at all. Dont try."

Okay it seriously looks horrible but.

its supposed to look horrible!

GRRRRR.

and its super duper wuper pain!!

bit my tongue during recessssssss, but the fact is, i eat my bread really slow, i dont bite fast, i wasnt hungry to the extend that i bit my tongue so hard!!

So what's the effing problemmmmmm!!!?

I wanna speak properly again, not sounding like some short-tongue freak, mumbling like some retard!

Super angry nowwwwwwwwww.

Mute, mute mute mute mute.Totally mute-d.

It hurts so effing much i cant speaaaaaakkkkkk, and i hate that.

Dont think im exaggerating you asshole, try biting your own freaking tongueeeee!!

oh and its fuggly fyi. It pops out like a piece of extra tongue. holey moley.

-

vanessa jeanette pear violette? :)

School was okay today, after school with regi.

S.M.S we play.yay.love.hahahah:)

you wont understand yop.

okay still effing pissed with my tongue rawrrrrrr.

new skin whatsoever.

+ bridget darling hunneh mez amz so sorryz me didntz go to bandz me promise me willz go toz bandz on fridayz yopz. alsoz forz limz and verazzzz. ):

ME IS VERY GUILTY.

bye):

good luck for your o's!

You think you're special, but I know, and I know, and I know, and we know that you're not.

Back from hell,that jailcell.): (okay lah not so bad)
And going back again tomorrow, day after tomorrow, day after tomorrow tomorrow.
Homework, homework, everyday chionging the never ending homework.
:/
im going bonkers.
i need a break from reality.
sigh wtfomgbbq.

anyway im cutting my hair on sat sat sat:)
dont know whether its a good or bad thing but one thing for sure, my hair suck like 14332523161342 now!! Grr.
Oh and another thing, tcc on saturday woohoo i wanna drink my beloveddd ROSE JULIET again!:)

maryjane.jeanette.carrie.christine but not christine.lyne/lynn.
(names based on how you look like, weird right. hahahaha.)
walao i dont wanna be jeanette leh.
hahaha and nat's name's the best lorh, maryjanejanejane.
lynn sounds weird but cow loves it and carrie is car, car is carrie.
yun is, HAHA, christine. LOL. but she hates it hates x10000.
IM JEANETTE PEAR, wtfomgbbq?! LOL.
(sorry i'll try to stop swearing,lol)
But then!! I cant possibly be jeanette pear!
first jeanette sounds like janet and it's my grandma's name. second im not a pear for nut's sake! heeheehawhawlalala:)
SIGHHHH. (loves sighing, not.)
ps : lynn doesnt suit regi lorh, ahaha.

Lunching with bridget the builder and yuqi aka teevee addict again, muahahaha:)
but for some maths prob too.
then back home, plop straight to bed without bathing/etc, ya lah i know lah very smelly right. -.-
asked pops to buy dinner back.
9.22pm, eating dinner:)

Mr.rebbeck has an accent which is very funny.
+ mini potato's my partner for literature yippeee.
(we drew funny weird people in class hahaha oops!)
Got a sweet from Mr.Ng Y T aka english teacher. Like lol? Didnt expect that.
Because im the first to finish my work wheee!(+ i didnt anyhow do lorh. Though i admit my eyelids kept forcing themselves to close during his chanting. hahahah.)

okay im gonna continue eating and chionging hmwk liao:)
byeeeeeee<3
cheer up you-know-who:)

/: out with esther? esther see this call my hp.

1. What was the last question someone asked you?
Jie, want to play DS lite? I already unlock all of mariokart's games.

2. Whose msg is the 6th text in your inbox?
Yups, see you too, Loves:) - carissa.

3. What was the last thing you said/sent to someone..?
Okay,sorry! Talk to you tonight! -p.

4. Bored?
DUH.

5. Name something you have to do tomorrow.
Go to school, sigh.

6. Have you ever called 000?
LOL, i think i did. Silly.

7. Do you own an iPod/mp3/mp4?
Uh huh yeah yeah yeah:)

8. Do any of your friends have children?
Yes.

9. What CD is currently in your CD player?
My CD player is currently out of batt, besides i dont use a CD player anymore.

10. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
Chocolate milk for me.

11. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
Uh huh yes lol corrinnnnneeee!

12. When was the last time you ate in pizza hut?
A million billion zillion kazillion gazillion years ago.

13. Can you whistle?
Sadly, no. Only a struggling soft sound. LOL.

14. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Yes, a piercing on my right ear. To have equal number:) Then it's enough.

15. Do you get along better with boys or girls?
Both? I think. Muahaha.

16. Do you sleep on your side,stomach, or back?
Side and back.

17. What are you listening to?
Zui chang de dian ying by JAYYY CHOU yozxzxzx.

18.What does the song remind you of?
Sad sad stuffs? Cause its meant to be sad, lol.

19. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
ERM, MARK TEO? HAHAHAHA. okay or maybe weiyang/rafi/corrinne so many!

20. What did you do yesterday?
Eat, Shit, Sleep, Swim, blahblah.

21. What big concerts are you looking forward to?
Actually i have no idea. Sigh, me want go the click five concerttttt!! Its not over yet, right? o___O

22. What's bothering you right now?
Erm, time time time because i have to chiong home or later i'll get kidnapped by bangalahs at night T___T

23. Next vacation you're going on?
Thailand/Japan?

24. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
Showing report book to mummy hahahaha.

25. What did you dream about last night?
er i didnt dream last night but the day before last night or smth i had a nightmareeee. OMG im attached to the fuggly disgusting jimmy neutron?! (meanie)

26. Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
Quite often, sadly. Some people just dont let me have a goodnight's sleep!

27. What gets in your way of your sleeping?
Cellphone ringing, lights on.

28. What is something you recently learned about urself?
I. Am. Freaking. Lazy. What. The. Hell.

29. Do you like anyone?
uh huh.

30. Do you know anyone who's married?
Wth this is stupid.

31. When did you last cry?
When watching a touching show. So lol right. -.-

32. What's your favorite number?
TWENTY-THREEEEE 23!~

33. Who was the last person who made you cry?
Parents, ):

34. What are you doing?
This and msn-ing with P.

35. Who was the last person you cried to?
My Pillow. LOLLLL.

36. What is one thing you miss about your past?
Erm, the crapping with mates):

37. Are you jealous of anyone?
Nopeeeee-y.

38. Is anyone jealous of you?
Dont know and wouldnt want to know cause i dont care:)

Okay byeeee:)

Hi there:) This is a picture of me:)

Anyway, today's the first day of school.
New teachers):
But oh well, start freshhh.
New life, new teachers.
There wasnt many subjects taught today.
Literature was the funniest because, our new lite teacher is an angmoh who's called Mr.Rebbeck.
LOL:)
He's kinda polite but has a weird face.
Plus his accent is so...indescribable, me and regi couldnt make out what he's saying.
His words seem to stick together.
The whole class held their laughter when he spoke.
:)

Attire check today, hair.
Luckily i wasnt caught:)
guess my hair's okay.
I.wanna.cut.hairrrrr!!

After school was lunching with brenda,bridget and yuqi:)
Study as well.

Finally i slept properly yesterday.
But im still very tireddddd.
Band teacher called, im so SCREWEDDDD.
dead.

I miss p very much.
:/

Life's so complicated.

Okay, might post later. Thats a 'might'.
Im off to dinner at gramps place.
Family gathering once again.
Cant wait for aunty sherri to get married.
Reason?
TO WEAR TWO PRETTY PRETTY DRESSSSSES.
muahahaha imma vainpot, whatcha gonna do?:)

school tmr):

oh no, school's starting tomorrow.
One month seem to past so very fast ):
And i thought i wasnt dead because i had finish all my homework but i was wrong.
i am dead.
I realise there's somemore homework which i've not completed it yet.
):
Sigh.
Guess i have to chiong by tonight.

Grandma's house today, finally got my converse shoes:)
Ouh, and hmm, sounds weird but, i've gotten new camisoles:)
hahaha.
Dinner was okay.
And mum and me trained back home cause we thought pops had football so he wont be able to fetch us.
Halfway home, pops called. ):
What the.
Forget it.
Back home anyway:)

There's a new timetable for our class.
I hate the new timetable.
Probably the new teachers too.
:/
this is getting worst.
I.Wanna.Commit.Suicide.
NOW.

So dead.dead.dead.dead.dead.eff.

Goodbye i have to go pack my stuffs.
):
And i hereby announce that i will study hard.
Yeah sounds so crappy to you, whatever.

and they were married in a church, i said.happily ever after is their ending.

It's been a very long time since i had a dream.

How great would it be, if im able to dream tonight.

:)

hehe.

i've been wasting my many saturdays staying at home doing nothing.

Used to find some stuffs to do, like making one of the many nice postcards or..reading a novel.

But stopped not long after.

I realised im like..the laziest person on earth?

Not really but yeah, im still very lazy.

Because i dont even bother to take out a book to read, or find some biscuits to fill my hunger.

Oh whatever.

At least im not lazy to blog!

:)

School's starting in 2 or less days time.

I need a new life.

Maybe, im going to go home earlier than i used to after school.

Assessments on my desk have been collecting dust, since june holidays.

assessments, assessments..ahh.

i need to touch them, i need to write on them.

I need them.

sigh.

computer-deprived.

maple just sucks like nothing on earth.

plus maple addicts like mum is, ): hell.

okay byeeee.

post later or smth? Heh.

some overdue peektures.

@ sentosa, house, blah.

there's more but im far too lazy.

bye.

infactuation and heartfelt words,

再给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰,

Corrinne cheer up :)
Me love you always and will be there for you, so cheer up miss crumpler!
Bet mr.crumpler wouldnt want to see your sad sad face:)

Anyway, i spotted something.
A very bad thing.
a tiny pimple on my nose.
):
whywhywhywhyyyyyy): walao.

One-to-one talk with mdm toh about chicken wings stuff, preparations for fairfield carnival.
Mighty Food Lovers, lol:)
And then paragon with corrinnerrinnerrinne.
(thanks rinne for waiting outside school for me!loves)
She bought crumpler and suspenders and omg, she cut bangs.lol.
so kewlll, her bangs made her look cuterrrr, but she doesnt think so.):
Mr.crumpler will like rinne more, for sure!:)
anyway, afterthat we cabbed back home for smth bad happened.
:/
rinnerinne cheer up:) for the second time.

Miss my friends alot, will be glad to see them soon.
But i can wait for a hundred thousand years for school to start. ):
thats all for now.
Posting later, maybe.

Here's some peektures we took.

你说你会哭不是因为在乎.

ps: on second thought, i miss p very much.

:/

i think the reason why im feeling very restless now, is because im very tired.
I didnt sleep well since monday night.
My eyes are sore and there are eyebags.
Plus i guess im making things alil difficult because p wasnt feeling very well but still, he has to cheer me up + tolerate with my sian-ness.
im totally feeling screwed up.

blah.

me is very tired.
but me cant sleep.
me is feeling grouchy.
me is not satisfied.
me want..me don't know.
me want something that can make me happy.
me is !!!! !%&#$@?! urgh.

bye.
me is sorry.

* i miss my mum alot alot alot alot, i want her here.

i hate you, somehow, right now.
hate you hate hate hate youzxzxzxz.


blog later.

xoxo,

hello people of the world.
sigh.
):
i've been very very very tired these few days, since mondaydaydayday)):
And i shall start elaborating what i've been doing since monday, 1.50am.
(since i've nothing to do and i think i have insomnia wtf. )

Monday
okay so was playing with valerie some board games after which we felt so tired and decided to go to bed.
and then we off the lights and it was super dark except a small lighting from a star lamp:)
i lie on the bed and stare at the ceiling , couldnt sleep at all.
(probably this was when i think i have insomnia. haiz.)
So i started smsing clinton cheng yan long that dumbass, and he called me on the fone.
Bloody hell, i had to whisper and i sounded like a girl who's gonna lost her voice anytime. ):
we chatted till 5am, because i keep hu si luan xiang and didnt dare to sleep. lol:/
Worst still, i didnt had my pillows with me. Saddest thing.
I couldnt sleep even at 5am, but clinton has to work the next day so we had to put down the fone.
All in all, i slept at 5.15am.
And if you were to ask me, he did all the talking. I was super tired and just gave many short replies.
Tired but cant sleep, insomnia?

Tuesday
Woke up at 9am.
3-4 hours of sleep. Believe it or not, i survived till the end of the day which is 2am.
Went to sentosa with aunts and cousins and grandparents.
Sightseeing, beach, luge, songs of the sea.
It was fantastic.
-
Sightseeing : camwhored,what else? :)
Beach : sandcastles and volleyball and frisbee and deep-in legs.
Dinner : tastes of singapore + expensive bill.
Skyride/Luge : best of best. But i was scared till i felt that my toes were ripping off from my feet as the skyride went higher and higher up in the air. It was fascinating and i didnt dare move my head. I was stuck to a direction where i can only see the dark forest and a beautiful hotel with lightings. Me and aunty sharon crapped alot to ease our fear, we were even laughing to ourselves at how silly we were to do that. Luge was like, nothing you could ever think of. We went during the night so there wasnt anybody, we had the whole road to ourselves. It was creepy at first because it was dark along the road, but we had much fun after that. We even felt like going on a second round. Sh!t, val overtook me at the end. ): i thought i was first. ):
Songs of the sea : Waterworks and lightworks and fireworks, everything felt like it's alive during the show. Indescribable because youhad to watch it yourself. Maybe, best of the best of the best?:)
-
Then had a ride home from uncle matthew:)
Was supposed to sleep at 12 am but i just stayed in bed till 2am when i finally get some sleep.

Today
Went to bugis:)
Had crystal jade la mian xiao long bao for lunch and tcc for teabreak.
I love my ROSE JULIET from tcc because its rocks both mine and your socks:)
it's coffee and chocolate and rose syrup mixed tgt. Wonderful.
Watched the incredible hulk, i thought it wasnt nice but i was wrong. Watch it yourself:)
Met aunty sharon+luke+grandparents and went for a short walk followed by burger king.
Back here blogging.

Now im super tired, and i hope i can sleep once im settled down in bed.
I dont like the feeling of tiredness yet cant sleep at all.
Yes, i think i have insomnia because i couldnt even take a nap.
I had eyebags.
Heavy eyebags.
Panda eyes.
Im sad.

Plankton : darling please get well soon:) Recover from your bad flu quick quick quick:) imy alot because we didnt talk much since tuesday):

Staying over at valerie's house tonight.
I hope i dont have insomnia argh argh arghzxzxzx.
i wanna have a proper sleep, not just lying on bed waiting for the stars to fall!

okay goodnight.
i miss youuuuu.

3 hours of sleep, whole day @ sentosa and 12 midnight blogging with super fast hands.
Okay im very tired. Goodnight.

hello.
Me.Is.Being.A.Retard.Now
thanks to plankton who is, er, bathing now.
Whatever, bathe or dont bathe also chouchou!:)

Urgh, me love plankton more than you loving your boyfriend:)
(you refers to anyone, if you think you is YOU, lol, so be it.)
and me love crapping-whining-bullying-etc planktonnn.
me is lesbiannnnn! not.
me must stop thinking me is lesbian cause plankton's no girl! LOL:) (seriously not lesbian uh)
me love plankton love love love love love! my boyfriend alot.
not to forget, me is plankton's (or everyone's,hahaha) :
superwonder-fulfabulousretardedspoiltsweet-anything nice you can think of- PRINCESSSSSSS.
Hehe.
okay me is super retarded now so dont mind me cause me take wrong pills.

haizzz im so plankton-deprived now cause somehow i miss him terribly much.

hahahaa,:)
here's smth for mini potato,blur and stupid (not) :
leseanzzzzz! thanks for pei-ing me on the phone these few nights, playing games to ease my boredom. yes i know im a reversi pro muahaha:)
Also to ensure me that i shouldnt be afraid of anything, and that i shouldnt think too much of what i shouldnt be thinking of (lol, hu si luan xiang).
Thanks for introducing me the show incredible tales -.- that make me so scared at night that i almost cried.
LOL.
thanks for the advice of how to try and sleep, like drinking warm milk or counting sheeps:)
Thanks for saying you'll wait for me till 4am in case i still cant sleep, and smsing me at 3.54am telling me you're gonna sleep.
HAHAHA, see im so sweet to post these for youuu!
thanks mini potato for, everything!:)
-vannnnnnzzxzzzzz


OKAY thats basically the end. :)
i love love love love love love love plankton alot. (and i know i said that many times, haizzz. who cares!:D )

*sentosa tmr.

hello me can't sleep.

an ugly picture strip done by me when me is very boredddd):

its 2.04 am, me want sleeeeepppzzxzxzx!!!!

me SIGHHHHHH very loud.

bye.

kidnap my heart

hello, sigh.
fine mini potato is right.
In fact everyone is right.
im a pig.

and i woke up at 4 today:)
pm, not am. who cares.

i love God, somehow, right now. and maybe, always.
Willy Wonka tonight, i bet plankton is 101% watching it.
I cant believe i misplaced the cd.
Oh well, hope im able to catch it on 5 tonight.
Then i shall study very hard.
Make friends with the subjects. - by " i not stupid " movie.
hahahaahhaha, whatever-.-
LOL.

Okay walao qi and family are now in phuket, i wanna go wanna goooo!
Haizzzzz.
Haji lane with qi one day.
plus im still not over with that beautiful wonderful fanbulous dress i saw in chinatown, arghhh.
so despo to get it.
(!!!!!!!!!)
gonna get it by hook or by crook.
Gah.
i bet if i wear it in aunty sherri's wedding dinner, i'll attract many people. MUAHAHA.
but then, still, the bride's always the centre of attraction. LOL):

Whatever, im too lazy to post more.
seeeeyaaayaayaaaa,lol:)

Kidnap my heart,take it away.

what?!

-.-
mini potato's comp is damn lag.
shitzxzxzxz.
and now we have to communicate through da fone.
erhem. LOLZXZZZZ-.-

okay yay his msn is alright now, games games games! :)

sorry seriously random now.

MINI POTATO IS. -.- lame.
leaseanzzzz stop it lah im not a pigggg.

fourteenohfiveoheight.

Okay so random.
Anyway.

♥ its fourteen ohsix oheight.
and yes, i still love plankton very much. (since fourteen ohfive oheight.)
though there are still little quarrels here and there, oh well, still, ♥!
- thanks p, for enduring with my incorrigible attitude, and also my whinings! Hehe.
Oh oh oh, and also my bullying..hmm, me torturing you and stuffs, muahaha:))
Whatever it is, thanks alot, :)
Its our first whole month being togetherrrr! I cant wait to bully you more, torturing you till i can't torture you anymore:) Hehe.
Love you tons.♥

Okay, i made it so simple and sweet right, hahaha:)
Better than those mushy stuffs, urgh. *rolls eyes*
LOL:)
okay, im too lazy to blog anymore.
Ta-ta!

♥ -

peekturesssss!

Little India Chinatown Gypsy women Shophouses Oolu Places -

Everything and anything, i love!

I (L) Nat.

I (L) Esther.

I (L) Bf.

i love the peektures,and im pretty sure there's more to come.

it's 2.20am now):

sigh.

can't sleep.

what a day.

It was a day to relax, to camwhore, to visit singapore's history places.(or whatever,even if it's not.)

All we had in mind was a place to take pictures, with much vintage-y feel:)

Orchard road, vivo city , bugis are seriously out. There isnt much fun going to these places anymore.

Now it was : Chinatown,Little India

Nat was sweet enough to trained all the way from harbourfront to jurong, just to accompany me back to harbourfront:)

We talked throughout the whole journey, it was, well, the whole conversation was sorta filled with laughing gas. Either she's laughing, or me:)

We went to Little India first, and so we had to get off at outram.

Sadly, we were either too engrossed in our laughing, or was it that it was on a group of indians talking very loudly in the train.

We dropped off a stop after outram.

Trained back.

Little India

Little India was filled with much vintage-y feel, on the shophouses, and also on the tiles some shops have.

We walked through many shops, like a market. But we have no idea where we're heading to.

Haha, nat dared me to ask one of the person there how to go back to the mrt station(just for fun) with a slang.

Oh man, i couldnt do that.

The flowers were beautiful! ( those that women wears around their neck) I love the mixing of the flowers, mmm.

Well, though there were vintage-y stuffs, we couldnt take much picture there.

Or maybe, we don't know how are we gonna take pictures. Nat didnt bring her camera stand, so we used the floor for her camera, and we self time:)

Meanwhile scared that someone might just snatched the camera away. Fortunately, noone.

We walked till our legs were hurting, and we thanked god that there was jollibea somewhere near.

Mmm, hungry,thirsty.

Tried taking afew pictures before cabbing down to chinatown:)

Yes,cab.

Chinatown

Wasnt as vintage-y as we thought, instead, it was so awfully cheeeena. ):
We expected cute bangles, but yeah, it only sold shades and many cheena stuffs.

Little india has more bangles, duh-.- Every shop does sell. And i mean, those shiny shiny *eyes hurt* bangles.

There was a shop though, which sold SUPR ULTIMATE NICE NICE NICE DRESSES.

And who cares whether its cheena, its not that cheena, and its really nice. The patterns on the dress is superb. I've set my eyes on it. Also, probably that dress is the right one for aunty sherri's wedding dinner. For me, of course. Im gonna get mum to buy it for me, and doll myself up with that dress on me for her wedding dinner:) muahaha.

And, it's not a cheongsam, mind you.

Also, Nat bought a shawl from there!:) with balls. hahahaha:)

We walked around and found ourself crossing the road to - finally, NICE,VINTAGEY,QUIET,CALM,ABLE TO TAKE absolutely nice photos, SHOPHOUSES.

And it was basically for rich people. We look rich, muahaha.

The shops inside was, WOW. So many nicenicenice things, much to our delight. And a normal plain looking bag cost? 99.90 bucks.

:/ sigh.

we walked from shops to shops, all so vintagey. We took many photos, on nat's camera, so more pictures to comeeee!

We were so happy at that time!:) love our peekturesss.

then, macdonalds, our comfort zone.

:)

Vivo City, NOT TO SOAK OUR FEETS AT THE PEEPEE AREA(yes,kids pee there.)

But to just sit somewhere and have a nice chat, and to camwhore!

We found a very nice spot , nice and dry, finally.

Till -- a group of !$%#@!? kids came and jump jump jump with their wet feets before running off. WTFFFFF?

there goes, our nice dry CLEAN spot.

But anyway, we didnt move.

Then we heard a cnversation somewhere near the water area.

It was a naked boy and his mum.

NB: mummy i want to shee shee (pee)

M: okok. go pee.

NB: *squat in the water and pee then play with the water.*

Imagine, people going there to soak their feets, in water with much pee?! EW.

Yea, so then we took may photos(again!) till around 9+ :)

A group of pks came.(-.-)

Asked for number and nat doesnt want to help me!)):

she just kept quiet and ..))):

LOL.

Whatever.

New friends, Jerome and Nicholas. H.A.H.A-.- and a guy with a big fat ass whom i dont bothered replying him.

Went home, and sleep.

All in All, I (L) NAT:)

(L)(L)(L) muahaha.

it's a very long post, but a very very very fun day:)

A day one couldnt forget.

More pictures to come!:)

sorry to make you worry, :) hahaha.

till they're before your eyes,

staying over again, don't know why.
Maybe cause im escaping from my parents' naggings,
maybe cause i could sleep late without anyone bothering me,
maybe cause i could wake up late too, without any phone calls in the morning that ends up with "nothing lah,bye".

but seriously, i dont know why staying over becomes a habit to me, valerie's bed is not even that comfortable.
It's filled with soft toys and by morning i'll get a stern-looking face girl asking me why is it that her soft toys were on the floor.
Sigh.

Anyway, happier things:)
Plankton drop by today.
Hah, i love ( and i mean more than love) my boyfriend alot, he's the only one i have.
:) its just great to have him by my side, if only that happens every single minute.
Muahaha.

i find myself super boring:/
it's one thing i really hate.

corrinne's mine tmrrr:)
and a day out with yun sometime next week.
Holidays are soon to be over, homework all not done.
I think, i deserve to die a horrible death.
Ah.
i dont want school to reopen so soon.

+ luke's seriously getting on my nerve.
im tired of everything, somehow.

and i love you toooo much, i dont even know how much i love you.

back to the beginning

Just because everything's changing , doesn't mean it's never been this way before.

hello everyone im back from an outing with car and yampaste :))))
plus watched narnia again, omg peter/edmund/caspian is soooo sooo soo shuai (x infinity)
ahhhhh. stop van stop.

okay anyway qi's gonnnaaaa die die die.

stayed over at val's house ytd.
oh man, slept at 3 cause couldnt get to sleeeeep. ):
and i love love love baby leia she's goddamn cute :)

okay im being random.

see you tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and the day after tmr tmr tmrrrrr.
follow the light, i'll try not to lose faith.

No need to say goodbye.

Sigh.

Today has been a really tiring day for me.
im exhausted, and i really wanna have a goodnight sleep.
Woke up at 8am due to nightmares. ):
What luck):
Used the comp till its time to meet regiyampaste.

Went to school and found my carnival tickets!
Happy like never before cause if it's not found, i'll be SO dead.
Plus, im really guilty now cause plankton searched my room for it but to no avail, just to know that the tickets were in my locker.
Ahhhh, sorry plankton. :/
Anyway, headed to tiong bahru to make my new ezlink card:)
Yippee yay, finally stopped using adult card, the fares are like so high high high.

Its a great joy to see baby leia laughing and smiling while playing with her:)
having her tiny fingers wrapping around your pinkie makes you feel so blessed:)
But sometimes, one have to admit she's alil spoilt. Oh man.

I brought back my maths textbook, and soon i'll have to study chapters from it.
Maybe i should use the computer lesser nowadays.
But its the only way i communicate with him, ):
wednesday's coming:) maybe things will be better.

I love the chronicles of narnia so much, i keep thinking of the story.
If only, if only my life would be that exciting.
I wouldnt hate my life like how im hating it now):
Holidays are real boring, there's nothing much to do except sticking your butt on the chair and staring at the square screen.

I hate bangalahs.
freaking pervertsssss.
dig out their white eyeballs. @___@
may all perverts(bangalahs or not,) die with peace.
No way are they gonna die with peace.

i miss you, life's really boring without you to talk to OFTEN. sigh. probably we had our own reasons.

i don't know what's wrong, what's wrong with me.
Everything's changed, but nothing seems to change.
Things do get better, but things get worse more.
Time goes so fast, but time does go slow too.
It's just a matter of, how you think it is to be.
My thinking's getting out of hand, i keep thinking negatively.
Oh what's wrong with me.

* Grrrrr.
I hate my complexion, hate periods, hate my hair, hate not having money, hate not being able to handle my life without acting like a nutcase, hate not having a social life hate not having a fashion sense. I HATE EVERYTHINGGGG, !#%&%@!? (or maybe not, im just being alil cranky today.)

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before
All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye..

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye.

Lovezxzxzxz,

lovezxzxxz,

Hello everyone.
Sigh.
PETER IS ENGAGED - said qi.
)))))):
i wanna commit suicide now.
Plus susan and peter will not be in the next narnia show anymore.
):
At least there's still edmund and lucy.
Oh well.

Aunty sulaimi came to visit today!:)
miss her many, my long time maid:)
and qi went home today too:/

goodnight everyone:)

love you to bits,

PK DAY,lalalala.

HELLO THIS IS A SECOND POST AND I HEREBY ANNOUNCE THAT TODAY IS PK DAY. MUAHAHHHAHA. (too bad if you have no idea whats that, PLUS PK includes many yalams{one clue})

ANYWAY PK day started when we are having MACSSSSS talk in macs(obviously-.-)

MUAHAHA,created by van and qi.

AND THEN afterthat we started seeing many PK(s) - peanuts for another term.

Ya la whatever la, haiz-.-

so afterthat we keep talking bout pk pk pk pk pk yadayadaydaya.

from the bus all the way to dinner all the way to ... !!!

Okay crap.

( slight introduction of how PK DAY starts.)

FUNNY PART : (heheheh,pssssst)

-

ME AND QI wanted to go downstairs and camwhore and have fun and so we brought our camera + seaweed(fake taokeinoi.)

And then we camwhored abit and started to settle down on the bridge of the playground.

SUDDENLY there's this group of PKKKKKKK:) and then they came and played truth or dare.

One of them was dared to walk across the bridge and we were like WTFFFF?!!!

+ it was drizzling & we cannot suddenly walk home if not like very coward liddat,haiz-.=

So we pretended to act normal, then the PK come and say EXCUSE ME-.-*walks cross*

wth lorh, how lame.

Then we wanted to go home alrd, but dont feel like): Its like those kind of : I dont want to go home but have to go home kind. Hais.

And so we decided to stay there awhile more. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEE QI'S "VERY SCARED" FACE LOL HAHAHAHA LMAO.

whatever.

We thought, maybe with qi's DRAGON LAUGHTER, we could scare off the PKs but sadly, they are not scared. Probably the dragon laughter is not from her dad's HAHAHA.

AFTERTHAT :

PK: hello my friend want to know you.

Qi : HUH..er.

Me : say you got boyfriend la-.-

Pk : pssst, ya lor, say you got bf lah.

Qi : then why dont you just help me tell him i got bf lah!?

Pk : walk away.

- STUPID PK-.- no brains.

Suddenly PK came back with a guy.
PK : *drag guy* Neh, this is my friend.

Qi : Errrr...er...er...er... x infinity.-.-

PK : so do you want to let him know you?

Qi : *continue err-ing.*

Me : -.-

Rain heavily so then the PKs walk away and then we also walk home.

SO LOLOLOLLLL right. -.-

NEXT :

Since i started telling QI that my papa says mark teo looks like Takeshi WHATEVER, she became crazy and always wanting to see mark.

She can, today:)

We were walking home laughing after the PK incident, then there's this butch and her gf going in a lift. So then we waited for another lift, and...

Me : OMG MARK TEO.

Qi : huh where dont bluff lah.

Me : HELLO UNCLE TEO:) *waves to his father*

Qi : OMG.

*walks in lift*

): HAIZ, i think me and qi is being very rude lorh, afterthat we keep laughing in the lift. AHHH.

Plus qi finally get to see mark teo, GAHHHH SHE SAYS MARK DOESNT LOOK LIKE HIM WTHHHHH!!!!!

maybe he doesnt. -.-

I cant bear to bring myself to see his face, gahhhhh.

anw she got her wish:)

Okay this is a very long and lame post but :)

LOL, i love the fun times we cuzzies had tgt:)

MUAHAHA, i love camwhoring and crapping most!:)

PLUS DRESS UP GAMES IS FUN FUN FUN:)

kaykaykay its 2 am so goodnight!

PEEKTURES:

nights:)

Etched in my heart.

I LOVE PETER&EDMUND&CASPIAN&TAKESHI WHATEVER WHATEVER(mark teo lookalike-.-)
They are like so OMGGGGGG, cant stand their handsomenesssss, hahahaha.
Plankton,kill me:/ HAHA.

Argh, really need to kill me cause recently i keep talking bout shuai-ge(s) in my posts.
Hehehe, anyway, today was super slackyyyy.
Went to lot 1 for cotton on at 4+ LOL.
Just to satisfy our boredom.
Love NGJINGQI(qi,yr name is sticking tgt, killing me?) ALOT. hahahaa:)
Macs for teabreak (LOL,sound so -.-) and i love macstalk PLUS GUYS WITH FRINGE TOPIC.
i think guys with PETER/EDMUND hairstyle is KEWLLLLL okay, wahaha:)
They have the FRINGEEEEE.
LOL:)
and then railway mall for dinner.

Had hell loads of fun with cuzzieeee, loves.
swimming tmrrrr!:)

seeya all tmrrrr!:)
sounds incomplete again, sigh.

It seems like we're drifting apart, i dont want this to happen but i dont know why.):

PEEEEKTURESSSS.

PEEEEKTURESSSS.

& i love being a whore that camwhores, hehe.

I love taking PEEKTURESSSSS:)

more to comeeeee.