DAY OUT WITH MUDPIE

hey hey hey.

So it was haw par villa first, then town for gai gai and movie!:)

188 goes straight to haw par villa which Z and I took. Long ride but what to do, both of us were engrossed in our books. Haw par villa was, not bad. Ten courts of hell was good? Among all. The statues were, hahahahahaaaaa. LOL. Snapped quite afew pictures before heading to town! Z came from china, and his favourite place's chinatown.(not) Gai gai for awhile to get wl's stuff then pepper lunch and bedtime stories! 3/5 for bedtime stories. Playground just downstairs mah house for awhile and off to stayover! At val's.

one word : Happy.

thanks z, i love you alot.

Okay, happy ending:)

WARNING.

caution : HOT.
Is he hot, or hot? If he's not, then he's what? Still hot.
I ADMIRE Taylor Lautner, jacob black..? Sheesh.
Ouch! Hot!

YESMAN

YESMAN is funny. Very funny. Really funny. Jim Carrey did not fail me.

Vivo + page one + weiyang + macs + terra's cafe + baked potato + yesman + candy empire = not bad. Noisy couple in train spoil the day. ):< fat woman laugh loudly!! As if whole train hers. Boyfriend play along and tickle like a mad dog. Smack each other then hug each other. lol.
Im sorry i had to do this : talk bad bout them to weiyang through sms, and even to zennnnnnn. Arghhhhh:P

Haw par villa with zeeeeennnnnn? i want to see how's it like inside! Even if its hell fucking boring. I want to see!

YES! or no? hahahahahaha yesman always says yes. I, on the other hand, shall say maybe.

Never far behind.

Basically hooked up to The Art of French Kissing and yeah. Its superb. Emma somehow needs to get over Brett(after a 3 year long relationship and about to get married, when he ditched her, WITHOUT feeling ashame), and Poppy(oh i so love poppy, really) helps Emma by inviting her for a stayover in Paris, work fun clubbing! :) I really wanna lead the life of Emma's. How cool. The author really knows the art of french kissing, lol. And no, french kissing isnt really french kissing, its about kissing french men. Hot french people..I guess.

And twilight twilight, thought i love twilight but perhaps im wrong cause i've yet to catch the movie. Or finish new moon. I, procrastinate alot.
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Phone call conver :
Me : Hello, who's this?

Guy : Hi is this rachel?

Me : Uh.. wrong number.

Guy : Oh im sorry, but wait, can i ask you a question?

Me : Huh? Sure.

Guy : My friend rachel loves watching movies and i wanted to call her to ask her what's good in the theatre now..somehow i called your number. So, may i ask, any movies to recommend?

Me : Er. Huh. Uh. .................................................. Twilight?

Guy : Oh. Twilight uh? But the guy quite ugly horh? Kay anyway, thanks! Bye!

Me : Bye.

Awkward weird fantasizing amazing woah funny.

Out with weiyang later, seeyaw!

tweets!

How dyou do? How dyou do? How dyou do? Im fine thank you.

thursday : dressup + meet val and aunt jo + shopping and tcc + omg rose juliet & devil's choc cake! + fox pullover and borders notebook + dinner + better toy store's hairpin + zenn:)

today : mcgriddles(so-so) + haircut that looks more than acceptable + BLUE HAIR!(pls be jealous ahem) + shopping shopping and more shopping + SHOPPING + SHOPPING x345245342 + dresses and undergarments(lol) + crystal jade restaurant! + zenn:)

Its like almost everyday i've been meeting mudpie. Gawd :O ( i dont know why mudpie but just...mudpie?)

I WANT TO EAT CHOC FONDUE AND DRINK BREEZER, so badly now):
Anyhow.

One minute i hate my mum but the rest of the minutes I simply love her! And you should see how panic she was when she realised she left her new pair of newly bought shoes somewhere in isetan. LOL.

k bye. lol self-deprivation is insane. But im somehow self-deprived. :O

party!

I forgot to say, my family had a party last last night. No...last night.

And i think my gramps are kinda cute:D
because they drink and never get drunk, always listening to christmas carols and singing to their hearts' content. Hmm.

Its half an hour to the end of jesus's birthday! Everything passes by so quickly, sigh.

On a lighter note, will be going to town tomor with val and auntyjo! Which also spells shopping and good bites:))) Class bbq? I dont know. I just cant wait.

Lim take very long to pangsai ):

p/s : Note from SAE : " Hi vanessa, still remember me? I am from kinki university percussion. I am not you and am lonely. Today is christmas. Is everything done?"
( i really dont get "i am not you and am lonely", lim, does she really mean she misses me? lol)

Jap guys? Cheaters?

Take a look. (For both pris(s)!)

Yap : CHEECCCCCH! CHEAPSKATE! Mickey yousuke oda is a cheapskate! He pretended he forgot his email but he actually gave his email to bryan. Only bryan!

Van : Oh my!?! Bastard! (sorry)

Yap : Hah! I wanted to call him that! So im having a WOYO!

Van : WAR ON YOUSUKE ODA!

Yap : Japanese high school boys are really wicked! Mcdonalds email is fake, mickey only give his email to bryan, and i think danny boy also another cheater!

Van : Yeah..hopefully danny boy doesnt break lim's heart like how oda and mac did to us. All baka(s)!!

Yap : Yeah! At least you have your toshiki! You havent even tried..

Van : I dont really bother bout toshiki.(Or macdonalds) I even forgotten how toshiki looks like. :P HAHA.

few mins later...

Yap : OMG! It was all a misunderstanding! Mickey's real name is not even Yousuke! Yousuke is the SL of kinki university! The girl! So mickey had really forgotten his email afterall! ( oh my, i have been liking a girl all through the trip...........) ):

Van : What the.

HAHA. Its okay if you people dont understand. Its...well.. pris, pris and van's talk.
This is especially for lim and yap. :) hahahaha. yap is the best, super gong.

Okay crap.

Ultra random shit.

OH MERRY CHRISTMAS!

i realise, im so so so fascinated by candles. O.O
and out of 5 presents(thats really little..sigh), 2 are...well..books!
Nevermind, i've got the whole twilight series now.
But will i read them all? Or have i given up on twilight?
Patience.

I is gonna get mah' hair cutz on saturdayyyyy! Its gonna be real shit i bet, but school's reopening. Know what? I hate people who remind me bout it. Like.." oh school's starting, have you got your stuff ready for school?" Heck no. no. no.
Its all happening too fast. + there's band on the first wednesday of the first week of a new year of school. Ha-ha-ha.

I like geeks. And of course, my all time favourite muddy mud pie. Thanks honey for mud pie. :)

See yaw all folks!

JAPAN ONEEEE.

PICTURES STOLEN FROM LIM AT HUBERTSHUCKERS.BLOGSPOT.COM (for more)



my face says.."hi i just woke up and not in the mood for pictures."



FORMAL...



THEN FUNNY!


This way please!


the unglam us before hitting the sack.


swapped blazers with kinkies:)


not my boyfriend though...vera's?


BOTH PRISCILLAS WITH BOTH JAP BOYFRIENDS.




KINKI!


TAKO BALLLLLLS

SPLASH! and we're all wet.

AND LASTLY.......

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PRESENTING THE "WALAO EH" SPIDERMAN!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ): I MISS JAPAN LIKE A SIAO AND I HATE MY CAMERA/COMP/MEMORY CARD/WHATEVER PROBLEM IT IS THAT DISALLOW MY PICTURES TO BE UPLOADED IN THE COMP! HATE. HATE. HATE.

Anyway.

Christmas shopping with esther pepper today:) Im practically worn out and shagged...

so im hitting the sack...soon:)

p/s i miss you!

KINKI

AND AND AND ................


KINKI UNI/HIGH SCHOOL/JUNIOR HIGH/FMSS BAND (L)(L)(L)

SIGH I MISS YOU KINKI!

i want my pictures on the comp now. STUPID. MEMORY. CARD.
):

love.

WHAT IS LOVE?

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."
Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
Mark - age 6

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca - age 8

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5

They are all so cute. Kids are just, cute. And they make sense, too.

First and more to go.

HAPPY FIRST MONTH. (L)
I found myself while busy loving you. Thanks for all the surprises, expected/unexpected. The lameness in you which cannot be gotten rid off makes me love you even more. The way you said nothing after calling my name and the way you copy me(unintentionally) in whatever thing i say or do makes you silly yet irresistable. Stars shine brighter somehow and planes are attracted to you whenever you come to my place. Perhaps they want you to love them like how you love me.
All in all, I love you and i know there's more to come. There's more airtalking/airsmiling/airlaughing/airthinking than these. And i (L) you because you make me laugh like a siao char bor. Thanks honey! Always my Sex God Boyfriend. (angus,thongs and perfect snogging) HAHA:D

CHRISTMAS SHOPPING TOMORROW!

p/s and thanks for new moon. First my new moon's lost and left in Japan, now its back in a brand new wrapper, from you and only you. I love you! And i can start continueing twilight's whole series plus rant bout Edward Cullen again. Definitely happy ending.

dreams ran like sand.

I hate dreams. Dreams that somehow involve people dying. 2 times in a day. Whats next?
3, 4, 5?
I dont like seeing people die in my naps, my sleeps, my dreams.
It's scary.

Hero by superchick is, addicting.

apologetic

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry.

im sorry val, i realised you have to ask me to bring you out, or else i wouldnt even bother. Its you who told me i've changed, making no time for you but only for myself and my friends. Its you who said i dont even bother bringing you to your favourite place - library. I seldom see you anymore, even when you're just afew blocks away. You had to sms me, to ask me to go over. You're left alone, doing nothing at home. I promise, i promise i'll take you out more often. -jie.

im sorry z, seems like i've never thought bout how you feel. Never tried hard enough to make you feel (L), never give in my best. Im sorry.

im sorry m, i've lost your watch. A watch you dont even bear to wear it on yourself, yet let me bring it overseas. I dont know how else to repay it back you, how to get it back, how to lessen your remorse. I hope i can do something. Sorry.

Sigh. I still dont like how im feeling now. I dont like...quarrelling.

sheesh

pfffffft.

i dont want anything anymore.

i dont like how im feeling now.

i just dont like.

POKGAI

Visions so insane,
Travel unraveling through my brain,
Cold when I am denied it,
Your light is ultraviolet,
Ultraviolet.

X'mas bash was sane sane sane fun fun fun God God God I (L) GOD.

And im still very sad about my peekturesssss not being able to be uploaded in the comp))))):
This is bad, very bad.

On a lighter note, ARE YOU EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAS??
I am, cause its bout God and well....PREZZIES!! Exchanging timeeeeee. Presents here presents there presents everywhere right under the christmas treeee :))))
and im more excited bout the christmas shopping part.

SHIT SWEETS FOR YOU COUSINS. im sorry there's nothing better cause shopping wasn't everything. ): but its nice you'll see it later!

This is something i think my mum thought she's being funny. :@
I wrote this on the whiteboard(after we quarrelled) :
SHUT UP LAR! NOISY! STUPID.
And she added(while im on my way to x'mas bash) :
SHUT UP LAR van! NOISY! STUPID van.

so not funny. kudaSAI. I love saying pokgai to people now.
random.

ULTRAVIOLET

IM BACK. (since wednesday actually)

Anyway, im alittle too tired and lazy to elaborate much bout the japan trip(especially when the pictures are not done uploading it yet), cause it simply rocks and i can so bet that you people will be jealous bout it. HAHA, kidding. But yeah, japan's da bomb, percussion's da sexxxxx. There's even new words created by us and only us the percussion, called pokgai/porkkai/pokeye/pokaye(actual spelling not decided yet) and kudasai and etc. We(the best: van pris and pris) have the messiest room in the whole hotel, the stinkiest room with chips all over the bed and clothes thrown all over the floor, most number of shoes when combined together, and we made people freak out after looking at our room and go saying: " hahaha love us come in lah if not then dont. Very messy/stinky one." but anyway, only the percussion members dare come in. I think. :DDDDDD yay so much more, but i just cant describe it. :) pictures sooooooon! (hopefully)

i miss pris and pris so badly nowwwww): HAHA.

And i wanna thank momah and popeh, nat and lesean and zhi hong, for coming to the airport to welcome me back home!:)

Thursday was day out with pepper esther, watched angus,thongs and perfect snogging. Super duper wuper nice:DDDDD and then we trained back home, walking ever so slowly cause we dont wanna part each other. (L)

Yesterday was day home with z, and night out at ACJC watching nat's church's play called the zebra consequences. :) Then KAP with pris, pris and nat.

All in all, everything's going well, japan's a big fat bomb, so much better than mas selamat's tiny weeny bomb, and i simply miss everything there. EVEN..TOSHIKI! and the jap boys&girls:)

CYA allllll, xmas bash later...hmm. (?)(!)(.)(@)

:) japan!

HI IM IN JAPAN NOW. and am using the hotel's computer:)

So i'll get back to the blog soon, :) see yaw all.

ps : you: there's something in my draft for you.

How?

AWAY, 10dec to 17dec.

Im not done with packing my black humongous(not really) lugguage. Fact is, i dont really know how to. Everything depends on mom. Im so eggcited yet so scared for the trip. Its gonna be a long seven days. Will i die there? Or...what if i fall ill since the weather's so so so frigging cold and im already ill in sg with the humid weather? Or what if my new phone's lost, drop in toilet bowl etc etc..or what if someone steal my camera..or i left it in the hotel or something? Or what if, I forgot to bring my passport. Gawd. I should stop worrying and just start enjoying.

Band today! For once, i wasnt late, AT ALL. actually was late for like 33 seconds? Cause i went opposite to get hamburger gummies and green tea:) But whatever. Basically practice and go through the songs needed for japan trip, hajimemashite! HAI HAI HAI! then camwhored all the way. Lim is spastic. So is Cally. I too, of course. We the retarded kids, japan is gonna be a huge camera bomb! We gonna go bombing click click click! Peeeektures all the way even when we're in our pyjamas! :DDDDD

Town with yap, bitch bout bitches and gossip talks. We got the same bottles for japan trip and i finally got the second book of twilight, new moon! Unexpected. Its gonna be reading in the plane. And art friend for name cards, we are nice people who's gonna do name cards for kinkies! (i havent even started making one, lolololllll:D)

An hour with moron.

and i realised there's still so much i need to know about you. I dont know why, am i starting to doubt you? No, it couldnt be. I cant bear to anyway. Its hard. You asked me once, to think bout how/what/who you really are before listening to what others have to say bout you, and i know you've changed. But still, i want all truth. So hard to speak up for you when i cant even answer the question someone asked bout you. I just want you so badly now.

Oh no, its tomorrow! SO FAST. im really eggcited. im gonna bring back boxes and boxes of pocky! :)))))

percussion really sucks sometimes...but rawk most of the times:) Hear from me when im back, its gonna be a long story.

XOXOXOXO, ALL MY LOVEEEEEEEEEEE, van.

bored.

i want to be blonde.

We rust, one day.

Im done with showing off(not), hahahaha.

Anyway. Chinatown stinks, the chinese medicine and stuffs..especially the oilments. Hell stinky. But dad says its a tradition or something(??). The herbs and stuffs, good for health.(???) Crowded on a public holiday, squeezing here and there. We went to chinatown, dad mom and me, to go look for boots and socks and money changer. It was horrible at first, till I finally got my boots socks stockings disposable underwear(lol) and bonus long sleeve shirt. ^^ heheh. But but but i was forced to gobble down a tall bottle of chinese medicine which took me 2 hours to finish it. (thanks to never curable flu)

All in all chinatown was not bad la, though abit louyapok. :@@@

12 pm to be in school for band. BEST!
Warning : i havent pack my lugguage lol:D

"Dont leave me," I cried, an irrational surge of panic flooding through me. I couldn't let him go - he might disappear from me again.

I think i caused my parents to spend alot, far too much. I think...im officially financially broke.

And twilight is killing me. Edward cullen reminds me of you. It's you i think about so often, every single day.

Off to packing! I hope my luggauge wont be so heavy, and screwedddd:@@
allllllll my love! (L)

poor guys.

I really like meetups with buyers who's buying stuff from my cousin. Its like something I and cousin do most of the sundays, meet up strangers and exchange stuff with money. :)))) I like to guess how the stranger looks like most of the time, whether he/she is ugly or not. Fat bitchy thin etc.

But i realise..... most of them are boyfriends who have to do all this sai kang. Like the actual person(who's a girl) will ask the boyfriend to come and collect. Boyfriends have to do sai kang, always. (shit jobs) But not bad cause me and qi will always be excited to see if he's handsome or not. LOL.

okay i'll blog later kkkkkk, ah ma house to show off my new boots.

breathe

the next thing i knew, my head was bleeding. Im covered in blood, the sharp pain killing me quick, but what matters most was, im in his arms. Thats enough to know, enough to go.

I've got my new phone:) that equals to new number, and i memorized them as soon as i knew them. Oh and, sms me anytime you want, i'll most probably reply cause i suddenly like typing on my new keypad and since i've got unlimited smses i can sms all i want. Ask for my number. Unless i've already messaged you my number. (if you're on holiday, overseas, do ask. Sorry didnt forward to you.)

My nose's still running, still as bad. How? Japan's just this coming wednesday! And i havent pack my lugguage, still.

Nat's got a rabbit. HAHA, she deserve to be scolded by her mum. A rabbit?? I bet she'll get bored taking care of it. WAIT -- okay i just got punked.
Nat's a loser, seriously. First i got punked thinking that her dp was a rapper called lolcatz, then it was actually her and there was no such rapper. Next she fooled me with the rabbit thingy. WTF?
Now she's telling me she love me, and she did this because she love me. I, being the forever nice person, forgives her and loves her too:) (nat i know you'll be seeing this cause i asked you to, and even if you said i got punked because you dont love me at all, i take the first word. ha-ha.)

Haji lane with mum tomor!

Qi's stayover was not bad, we went to vivo and lot 1 and playground, as usual!:) we took photos and saw paikias(as usual-.-) hahaha:D i love qi from the bottom of my heart. (L) But one thing's pissing me off is my camera's memory card. I cant upload the photos into my com, ARGH!

twilight twilight, edward cullen you dont really rock, but i think i like you still. How? Zhi hong's gonna kill me, and burn you down book.

Sigh i miss you, and its driving me crazy. Time's going so slowly, its been like weeks since i've seen you. You are a noob, an incorrigible noob(kidding), humorous and overrated insane bangalah, but i love you still. So much, i want you back quick. But i'll be going away, what is this? Its shit.

Im vandalising my book, my bought-from-takashimaya book. It has vulgarities and censored words with cute imprints and stickers from my sticker album. It has bible verses and van's doodlings. I sort of like the book.

three days away and thats okay.

So tired. Night.

In My Head.

what am i suppose to say? Im falling to pieces.

Fairfield Methodist Secondary School first thing in the morning. Almost everyday's bout school. One minute band, the next school books. But i was lucky enough not to have to drag myself off the bed, i slept quite early yesterday:) No twilight, no tv dramas, simply nothing! Right after blogging i handed the com to qi and went straight to bed. Pro eh? Of course. Band made my legs feel like jelly when i reached home. After school and school books, pa ma qi and me went to vivo. To look for my new phone. I cant wait, i so cant wait to get a new plan from starhub, cause i'd have unlimited smses! Which's equivalent to erhem..text till die kinda thing. No interesting models of sony ericsson(i promised myself to use that cause i think its not bad) but i cant take it. Must make a choice. Due date tomor!! That also means new handphone number.But fret not, want my number come ask from me! :D So hopefully i'll choose a handphone model im satisfied with, no point buying something i dont like):

Downstairs with qi sooooooonnnnnnnnn, camwhore?

I love/hate today, so much.

Sigh, any idea how much i miss you? Everywhere i go, its you. This is maddening. I must stop.
Stop thinking bout you for once, but its so hard. ): stupid. 12 more days? is it? i think so.

p/s i havent pack my bag for japan trip. :O my mum is mad at me now.

Goodnight!

pps/: Look at the sky whenever you think of me, whenever you miss me, and i will too. We'll be looking at each other, though from afar, cause there's only one sky in the whole wide world.
(credits to cally, for explaining this theory.)

concerto.

concert was a blast(!!!!)
now that its over, the only thing we(s.u.p) could think about is JAPAN:D super looking forward to it:)

yessssss, not bad not bad! Everyone were talking bout peeing in their pants on the stage and the next minute, we ended everything without any pee on our pants. S.U.P's the best, what more can i say?

Qi is at my house now, imma kinda tired and shagged because i woke up quite early today @___@ And spent the rest of my afternoon at sg conference hall rehearsing. Zhi hong's in shanghai now, thats the saddest thing ):

sigh.

"My hope" tomor..the feeling in me, the excitement in me isnt quite in me now, but i'll find it back. IM JUST TOO TIRED! today.

OKAY BYE TWILIGHT HERE I COME AND AND AND TV DRAMASSSSSSS(sleeping is for later) nights everyone (L)!

p/s sadly no peeks ah.

secret valentine.

How?

My secret valentine, dont leave me.

And its tomorrow, tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow till 13 days later again.

I is a speechless. Concert tomor, what to do??? What if i screw up the whole damn thing? What if! But then again, i cant wait for jingqi to come stayover right after concert!:) Its time for me to spend some time with my cousin, my really cool cousin who laughs really weirdly and loud! The last time qi came to stayover was a few months back perhaps? And there were so many weird things going on, i still remember paikias asking for her number! HAHA, yesssss a new leap of fun tomor!

The feeling in me, the happiness and the sadness, mixed, really. I dont know how im feeling now..should i be happier than sad, or sadder than happy? when you're leaving tomorrow, ): this is bad.

Went to town after practice today, band was a madness cause i went to school around 10am when it starts at 9! Walked around town with lim yap and vera, being with them can make you laugh like a mad cow! I laughed, really insanely today. Lim said im allergic to kinokuniya because i started laughing whenever i get in that bookstore. :))) Yap and lim like someone from the Better Toy Store, called jerry/gary or something. We went to look for him but sadly he isnt there! HAHAHA, so funny! Then we four went around searching for souvenirs to be given to the kinki japan students, from band. But we found nothing interesting, just a few cheapskate stuffs like snowglobe(??) which we didnt buy in the end. SOOOO this means i didnt use my posb card, i resist! HAHA. Walked and walked, then met zhi hong at wisma and took a bus home:) Went downstairs to chill before going home. :DDDDD

Lastly, i wanna thank MAMA(grandma).

Thanks for loving me so much, and even bothered to help me sew my ultra disgusting long band uniform's skirt. its 11.50pm+ when i called you and asked you to help me to sew, and you did even when you're about to go to bed:P I know you were tired after a day's work and there's wedding to attend tomor, but nevertheless you helped me and even ironed for me, ever so neatly. THANKS! Thanks mama, love you sooooo.

OKAY, i guess im tired and i didnt expect myself to type so much cause it wasnt suppose to be something long.

You: Hi you are leaving tomor and this sucks. I guess i'll be seeing you tomor for the last time but fret not, i wont give all my love to jap guys just like give some love to them can already :P hahahaha. (L)

HAVE A HEARTY NIGHT PEOPLE!

Prelude of hearts

I realised i've been typing stuffs then backspacing it then type it again then backspace it again. I really have nothing much interesting to write about, but im just used to blogging every single day. Oh well.

Im waiting for dad to bring my mcflurry back home, hopefully it doesnt melt.

Seize the day, And all lost apathy, will come around.

One more day to you going off, one more day to the pathetic concert, one more day to agony, not? (tomor last day? so fast? i dont like it.)

And i attended jap lesson today, though i skipped band. Met up with percussion for lunch, a place called broadway which i've never been to, and i was late so i didnt eat. Was the last lesson of japanese class, learnt quite alot! It seem so exciting, so exciting to go on a trip somewhere far somewhere not even close to home somewhere where your parents aint there but just afew teachers and your friends. I guess as each day goes by, im getting more and more excited, which is good? No? Yes.

Sudden urge to eat my mcflurry, my oreo mcflurry. But it turned out to be not oreo, its chocolate mcflurry. Sigh.

the unspoken words i tried to say, tried to tell you, tried to let you know. i really really tried so hard, i couldnt bring it up, though its just afew simple words. i love you.

Period. I hate you.

Pekchek ah. Goodnight.
(twilight is a good read, it keeps my mind occupied with only twilight and twilight and twilight and not on anything else. Not on any troubled thoughts..i suppose.)

TESTING?

300th post.

Its 9.50am now, you guessed it, i skipped band. I thought today i will be free for the whole day, but i realised that there's jap lesson later on at 2. Saddening.

Im quite scared actually, its 2 more days to concert. And i play like some sai. But going to practice doesnt really help much, who knows what that old hagconductor might do to me again? Criticize me again? $%&#$@#!

Anyway, i think i should head to town soon to get the 2nd book of twilight. I know im slow. Cant blame.

Stress.

indecisive.

Sometimes i dont know how to start.

My holidays have been mostly occupied by s2e (which ended but took up 2 weeks) and band. And you have no idea how much i hated band, still hating band. I go for the sake of friends percussion and japan. But really, band sucks this much. -

Mrs Chua, i know you detest me, and i know how useless i am to the band.(not that useless actually) But yknow that you dont have to criticize me infront of the whole band cause you really drive me up the wall and you make me feel like boxing/punching/slapping you etc. Please get your facts right, perhaps you couldnt see clearly what i was doing. Dyou know you were actually sitting quite far from the section area? You think you can see so clearly that you actually saw me talking which is not true? I turned to take my stuff and you thought i was talking so you SAID I AM TALKING AND SO CALLED SCOLDED ME INFRONT OF THE WHOLE FREAKING BAND?! Okay so all in all cut short you scolded me for something i had not done and you even said i wasnt paying attention to you, saying i didnt look at you. Arent i suppose to read the scores to play my parts? I dont have many pairs of eyes, only one. I cant look at the score and look at you at the same time. Im not pro in any of these stuffs and perhaps you could just choose who you want to play my part. I resign, really. (I wish i could) I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS SHIT man.
Sigh. Afterall writing this crap long message, its a guarantee that you wont come to this site anyway. Who knows if you'll even use the computer or not.

Talking bout that really makes me mad. I signed out halfway during band, couldnt continue anymore.

I wasted my afternoon taking a nap and reading twilight, not bad actually, worth it. Then boyflen in the evening. :)

And something bout twilight. I used to hate people who read twilight, cause i think its kinda crazy for people to go crazy bout the characters in a book, especially the character bout a guy called Edward Cullen. But now, im sort of starting to go insane over him, i mean why? Why go mad bout something/someone that doesnt even exist? Something that someone made up. Im starting to fall in love with twilight, really. Fascinating.

There's so many things i wanna blog about, but whenever i start typing, i just couldnt remember what i wanna blog about. Guess i shall just end here and help potato with his new blogskin. :)

have a hearty night:)

two more days, why am i even counting down? One more, one more. Just one more.

MOSHI MOSHI!

Hajimemashite! Watashi wa vanessa desu! :D
Kon'nichiwa moshi moshi how dyou do?:) Kibun ga warui desu ): (i feel sick)

Hello hello hello! i is vvvvv sick i think i is dying): lol. Anyway! Today i.am.a.nooblet. BECAUSE brid says so and i think so too. I woke up at 8am getting dressed ready to leave house when i found out that there isnt any band practice. All i really have to do is just sleep more and go to school at 2pm for japanese class. Ha.Ha. This is so ): And nobody bothered to answer my calls(erhem percussion?!) because they are all sleeping thus i called miss terri tan. :P she's sleeping too. LOL. So it was a bad start. But it all ended up well when zhi hong smsed me to go out of the house and claim a paper bag thats on my house's bench. Hehe. It was a bottle of green tea + scramble eggs + sandwiches!(heart shape somemore teeheehee:D) Realised that he woke up at 5am to prepare and waited from 7 till er...8++ outside my house? I love my boyflen v much!:D

Chatted till it was time to go and i was late for jap class again:P Didnt learn much but still learnable. Afterthat that zhi hong sent me home:)

Oh and i decided to make christmas cards for love onesss and name cards for jap people! Me and val had a-not-so-awesome trip to popular but all in all it was still okay:)

Okay, this ends with my mood : Hap-hap-py! :D

With all my hardcore love!