I've gotten my camera yopzzzz!! And i heart it with all my (L)!! although it isnt really the model that i wanted but it was good and preeettyyy anyway! So i shall take good care of it! 8D (yet i still want my sony camera with touch screenzxz))): sigh. be happy with all i have rather than wanting more!)

*sniff*sniff* i've caught da flu bug and my throat itches like mad. @_@ *sniff* Temp running high will i die? Nah. *touches wood and any other material* Okay today was family day! And dad and mom brought me to some shopping mall that has audio house which is near clarke quay! <3!

*sniff* Now im like rotting at home and the medicine which is suppose to make me feel drowsy isnt working! ):

Tomorrrrrr, its gonna be the start of a hell week man. I dreadddd it. I think i might just skip band practice and go for the japanese lessons :P

Above is a picture of nissi salt1! My cg rockzxz to the max, i tell you.(and i know the pic look kinda dark.):)

all my love.

( afew more days before you're gone ): shit. )

Out from Under.

What's wrong?

Hi, i've gotten 3(or more) wake up calls today. And after picking up most of it, i went back to sleep again. Im sorry ____, i made you call like dont know how many times. Haha.

Wanna announce something, I HATE MY MUM today. and maybe whenever she starts nagging. 24/7 on da computer, anytime i like - she promised. Now?? Like a dung, i've only got 10 minutes?! What a joke. Pissing me offf. (psst, someone just agreed with my mom that i should turn off my com soon. No way.)

Church was okay. The videos for my hope made most of us in church teared, but its really nice:) And then we had service and my hope discussion in cellgroup, followed by esther's birthday celebration and covenant celebration in one of the condos near church. I lost my beautiful laminated covenant paper. yes. ): sigh perhaps this is just, ...me. I am clumsy/stupid(not)/forgetful/etc. I know.

But night time was :))) cause i and muahahahah went downstairs:)

I dont know how you could do it but you make me feel like im the happiest girl on earth, and that you will treasure me as long as you live, so will i. I've got a thousand and one reasons why im in love with you, and i dont know how to put it in words. But its alright. And you will always be someone whom i love dearly, someone who makes me airlaugh airsmile airtalk whether im at home or outside. You make my friends think im nuts but its okay because i know all you really wanted was to see me happy. You would spend hours and hours talking on the tellyphone with me, and bomb your bill. You know that i'll go back to sleep despite giving me wake up calls, but you continued giving me calls till i wake up. You'll hug me when im cold and hug me tighter when i said im still cold. You folded 1994 paper cranes which who on earth will ever do that but you did. And you surprise me every now and then. You taught me how to make breakfast too, and even watched korean drama/chinese dramas with me. Thanks for everything and hopefully everything last as long as it could be. <333!


OKAY BYE GOTTA GOOOOO:D

all my gosh damn love, xoxo.
(but sometimes, its like a married couple without having sex.)

BOYFLEN 8)

Oh so im gonna be in 3G next year. HMMM. And i'll be taking history + DnT. Woah 8) DnT's gonna haunt me for the rest of the year. And history please, dont kill me.

Today was time spent with boyflen:) Boyflen dropped by(sorry val sorry!) and we watched Full House before going to da supermarket to get some stuffs. I bought lotsa stuffs..bread cheese ham wheee 8) Thats for breakfast. Oh and chips and chocolates. ;) So then boyflen helped with baked beans and melted cheese with ham "kiap" in between da bread - thats dinner :O Hehe. Watched Turn Left Turn Right. Went downstairs and slackedddd like a madness! :)

All in all, i (L) muah boyflen veli much. Orzzz~

Im acting weirdly today ): Right? Right right?
Blogging is like..airtalking.

Okay i owe val many days for pangseh-ing her. ):
And !! Band practices mon - thurs next week. KILL ME. Friday is gonna be bad ): Because i is gonna have a concert which i can predict that i is gonna screw it up and i is gonna bring shame to fairfield band and worst thing, boyflen is leaving sg. This is no joke.

WEAR FORMALLLLLL TOMOR FOR CHURCH ORZZZ~~ i have no idea what and how i should wear tomor.

8) its 1.06am. Goodnight! ps i love my boyflen:) hahahahaha.

BORED ORZXZ

Again, today is friday not thursday. (sorry rich i accidently closed the conver that you showed me how to change the time T___T)

Anyway yesterday was supposed to be day out myself but i ended up meeting my bestflen. We walked the whole of town (almost all la) and was quite shagged. Then boyflen came and happy happy went to plaza sing. Bestflen rushed home cause of something just to find out that its nothing. (stupid bastard made bestflen spend less time with me) But nevertheless, boyflen and I had great time together :)))) Happy Ending orzzzz.

Maybe today i'll drop by at the supermarket to get some snacks for myself. I is a bored and yessss, val's back from bintan! Hell bored without her. ( Does it make a difference? :O )

wait-

Okay maybe boyflen coming arghhhh sorry ah val cannot pei you today. ( I think )

i is gonna post later orxxxzz. ( i dont know whats with the orzxz thingy and i realised there are many brackets today lol)

SO HOW'S MY NEW SKIN! 8D hehehehhe.

Today : Not bad.

Yeah so it all started with me waking up late and rushing my way to school, just for erhem band.
And found that everyone's keeping something from me :O so yuqi brought me to the toilet lol. Lose to lim cause we were like smsing on the way to school. And yeah she reached first.

Me : Hi lim can help me tell teacher i'll be late? Am at Jurong.
Lim : Sorry arh van, gotta tell yourself cause im also at jurong.
Me : Really arh? Train?
Lim : No, bus.
Me : eh got go straight to school? if not meet me at Dover.
Lim : Go straight leh..sorry ah.
Me : Aiya what kind of bus is that man? I hate the stupid train, dont let me go in, sickening lah.
Lim : Haha ya very crowded right? I hate it too. HATE IT.
Me : Walao i want to kill the people :@ i is a angry now. I is a hate it. Inconsiderate people. K lah see you.
Lim : Yes hahaha me too. Yeah see you in school. SEE WHO REACH FIRST.
Me : Of course you lah!!! #$%$#&@?! im still at jurong leh!
Lim : STILL?! all the best then. :D

Hahaha, okay then the percussion people started talking bout my birthday(to keep me occupied) :O I ALREADY KNOW LORH. :P you people so obvious can seeeee whatcha you all doing manz! I isz notz a pig-brain! Hahaha but quite touched lah to recieve a nice card lol. THOUGH KENNETH CHNG screwed it up :@ thanks people van (L) you always!

tried some songs before heading to vivo for lunch. We look like some girl gang cause there were like 6 of us lol. Lim left first cause she's watching movie with nat whereas the 5 of us (yap qi cal vera me) went shopping:P Everything was fine till vera told me that there'll be band practices from mon to thurs next week :@@@@@ then fri is concert omg. why like that?!?! Was really, really pissed. F.

This is crazy.

Oh and was wondering if i should start violin lessons again): Sigh, went to youtube and saw vanessa mae playing the violin. I hate myselfxz. My violin's like getting rusty and is sleeping somewhere at the corner of my room. Maybe cant even wake up lol. ): This is so shit. My fingers are crazily craving to press the strings again but my mind tells me otherwise. I cant play it well, i cant play it nice, i cant play it smooth, i cant play at all. No talentz? Violin please dont die on me, i think i still love you.

I have to make use of the remaining days of this week before next week starts cause its gonna be hell. Yay out alone. :) I think i must try to go out alone. :D:D:D:D And i think i must take out my violin no matter what, sleep early, get rid of eyebags, get more novels, get a vintage bag :O , get a vintage wallet, get my ass to haji lane, get quirky nail colours like green blue purple, get mah cameraaaa + phlone phlone and there's still more okay. My brain just aint working now.

Japanese class on monday! For japan trip. :B pffttt.

so tempted to spend money $$$ I MUST NOT. Who wants pocky from japan yopzxz? I is gonna be nice and see if you deserve a box of pocky hehehe:P Okay lah if i got moneh left after i had fun in jap LOL.

I is not a fan of putting stuffs in my blog cause its look kinda unglam but this is a must see!


OH OH OH AND HER NAME'S VANESSA :D so cool lol.

Sigh, what a weird life.

Yknow what? I miss you.

EDIT//
Okay this is awkward. Im gonna drop by at the modelling agency tomor at 3pm lol? with my parents? HUH? hahahahah they found me at orchard lol-.- A.W.K.W.A.R.D!

TODAY : AWESOME.

kay think everyday is? I dont know man. There's band tomorrow. This equals to "):"!
And today really is awesome. Whole full day with ____ HAHA. okay fine lah guess lah who cares. Anyway, we went for a stroll down my house and we cooked friessss!(which is so much better than macs though its alittlevery..salty?) Then we chatted till 8++ before we part, whoooo!:B (L)(L)(L)

DIE ALREADY LAAAAAAAAAAA walao i cant take ittttt. Stupid stupid stupid band practices i'll kewlll you!!!! Seriously, i hate the practices. Freeze in that stupid air-con room(you might think its a privilege to be in an air-con room hurhur but no.) reading unreadable(such word?) notes and playing jingle bells tamborine xylophone all kinds of nice/funny/weird/awkward instruments. This is damn shit. And i gotta play play play for 5 dec's concert. AND AND i havent sell any tickets. AND AND AND qi mom dad's all coming to see da concert AND AND AND AND!!! i dont know but its gonna be bad. Save me.

:( Sigh.

Today is tuesday. Date's wrong.

Yesterday : Awesome.

Know what? I love everyone(practically). Especially my bf and my bf.

Thank you people for sucha great day:)

And thanks mom. I Love You. :) daddy toooo.

Holidays have been boring, and i think i should do some shopping and get-to-know-yourself-better kinda stuffs. Perhaps i'll get dressed and go to town to get some books, or walk around. Mmm. Meanwhile, i cant wait for later. Hopefully it wont be boring:)

Oh and i sort of got most of the stuffs i wanted, which spells H.A.P.P.Y. Satisfied? Eh, actually, not really. My cameraaa and my phlone!! Havent yet.

Okay seeyaw later.

popo's house:Dpopo's house again! Lol. (my face looks blur but nevermind:) Credits to jingqi hahaha)

Okay so its a day gone, my birthday's gone and its time i wait for another year to pass before its my birthday again. Sigh.

That also mean something : a year older. which means..greater responsibility?

Anyway! I totally cant wait for tomor. (inserts happy faces!)

Because i'll be making my posb card $$$$ hehehehe and get winter clothings novels podie'o earpiece contact lens(?) camera handphlone and omg, bbq. HAHA. i totally didnt expect any bbq thingy but tomor tomor i'll just look out for tomor events! From my mom my bestfriend and my friendssss!

Oh i wanna thank the people who wished me a very happy birthday! Thanks people<33333!>

( im sorry i couldnt list everyone out cause i dont think i can remember who wished me lol, but i love you all so dont worry :D) p/s and those who texted me i kept every one of them. :D

Also, i wanna sincerely apologise to lim and yap, i know you both have been expecting me to appear before your very eyes during band prac yes i know you all miss me ): HAHA. But im sorry i didnt go for band on thurs and neither am i going tomor ): Im sorry, but i promise the next next band prac i'll go :D and i know that Mrs.Chua might not be happy with me not going cause i totally screw The Entertainer lol. Shit. Sigh):

Thank you to you moron for coming to my house downstairs to talk + pass me the prezzie HAHA. :D thanks manzxz.

And thank you Junyi for keeping my cake and kitkats in your house ytd and passing it to me today:D

A minute to 12 and its over.

okay anyway i've been quite happy since the day i got ____ and so on so yessssss, no more emo! Thank God for everything i have and for everything i am now. :)

++ PEOPLE WHO ARE INTERESTED to know more about the Lord Jesus Christ do come and ask me hehehehe. :D because i'll be sharing how great He is, and i think everyone is sharing bout it (those that i know who's in church) so yeah:)

12.03 am sigh its over.

TOMORRRRR:D

and you ): I miss you so much! Hopefully it'll all end soon:) Love.

okay see yaw people xoxo, all my love vannnnn!

It's pass 00.00 now. (1.21am)

That explains..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANNNN!<3!

hehehehehhehe i am like the happiest girl on earth!

I would like to thank :

1. CELLGROUP<3!

- i love you all loads loads for surprising me with a bday cake that makes me feel awkward. :) thank you people God bless! Oh and the card with blessings toooo! :) nissi salt1 rockzxz!

2. ZENN!

- hello you im like airsmiling all the way! Thanks for today, like x100000! <3!

3. PEOPLE WHO WISHED ME right after 00.00!(sms/msn/tag/in person)

- zenn! bestfriend(nat)! benedict! amalina! hong sheng! joel! junyi! evan! bryan! brid! liyuan! clarence! luke! cellgroup!(more will be added in!)

tomor will be a better day!

oh and 22/11 is a veh special day<3333.

i just (L) my spongebob plushie/famous amos happy birthday heart cookie/1994 paper cranes/all the stars in the sky/rose/candles forming a heart(omg!)/birthday cake/birthday cards/kitkats/angbaos/more? HAHA.

and you, i love you alot hon! You're the greatest.

k updatesssss tmr! Goodnighttttt!

HELLO I SO LOVE TODAY even though i didnt get any dresses/skirts/bag.
And i (L) qi mummy my shoes japanese food vintage bags the attic skirts dresses more more more. I dont usually go shopping nor love shopping but people do change:) Man, i've got so many things to buy. $$$$ there goes my moneh $$$$.

I cant wait to get my ass to haji lane cause im gonna get everything that's sold there. (if imma millionair/bf is.) HAHA. I mean the stuffs are all so vintagey i heart themmmm.

And mummy got me a new pair of flats :))) They've got crab prints on it. :)))
i want stuffs that's sold in The Attic. :( moneh moneh come to meeeee, monday!

TWO more days to my birthday. HMMMMM.

and mah cameraaaa + new handphlone + podie'o earpiece + contact lennns! quick come to mummy! Mummy'll take good care of you allzxz. Smooooch(L)(K)

HAHA enough nonsense. No they're not nonsense actually.

xoxo, all my love.

Thank you cousin!

For your lovely heart bracelet bought from vienna!

And thanks for your treat:)

I heart you and sunday! Peekturessss!

Love.

:)

I LOVE ZENN(L)

(hahaha bad colour combination but whatever.)

SOOOOOOO today's not bad not bad.

Hehehe, i was late AGAIN. I know i know, i cant help it, and i know i cant scold the bus driver for taking so long that i had to drop off and take the train instead. Sigh. Anyway, went to sentosa to find nat and rich! (L) and lovelle went home to open the door for her bro (?!?) soooo i didnt get to see her today): Palawan's so much better than siloso(i think?) Had quite alot of fun.
"Best" part : The girls took my clothes away. Leaving me with only fbt and bikini(!) Sadly.

Pizza afterthat and home sweet home! Except that i didnt go home, but went downstairs to find A.W.J instead. HAHAHA.

Afew things i needa do during this holidays :

1) GROW FAT EAT MORE gain weight grow fat gain weight grow fat.
-please please please please plzplzplzplzplz im weird yes pleaseeee.

2) Speak CHINESE.
- haha this is lame but china's upgrading and im a chinese afterall.

3) $pend le$$ money.
- but still spend money!

4) Save the trees.
- During 2008 I used up about an estimated 2000 sheets of A4-sized paper, solely for personal doodling purposes. I shall strive to halve that amount for this year's consummation.

5) Grow to be at least 160cm.
- I want to be tall I like to be tall and because talking to taller people saddens me.

6) Procrastinate less.
- I am a sorry, sorry victim. Help.

HAHA, there's more but im too lazy to think.

:)

And im so so so so so HAPPY!

no more emo, no more no more. No more worrying, no more no more!

God is indeed so so great, and he do make miracles. <3!

Im finally able to do anything i want in peace now! No more worrying, seriously. I CAN LAUGH HAPPILY NOW HAHAHAHAH:D

Okay im suppose to get change and get out of my house right this minute. Sentosa with rich lovelle nat! :)))) No suntanning for van, fair always. Which i hate it at times but no matter how much i suntan, i'll get fair sooner or later, again. AND CRAP, im late, already.

3 more days to birthday, ha-ha-ha. :( whats so good bout it, i dont understand. IM NOT EXCITED FOR IT:( shit it. gimme back the birthday feeling.

Hello I am a friend of Miss Goh, she's busy and she cant blog. So i'm here to help her to blog. hehe.. Her msg for today is:

Hello guys, I'M PPPPRRRREEEETTTTYYY HAPPPPPYYY TODAY!


Love Vanessa

Done by her wonderful/bestest/greatest/funniest/most interesting friend.. thanks you for viewing!

Oh and im sorry have i disappoint you?

I didnt mean to make you run home.

Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry.

Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry. IM SORRY. x 10000000

yeah today im being quite idiotic.

emo. but no not anymore.

im sorry.

you're never hopeless to me. Never.

Yeah i do believe in God.

And i know, i know he make miracles.

Everything bout him is great.

He knows me inside out, knows you more than anyone do.

Know us so well, love us so much. Like infinity.

And so i guess i shouldnt be so afraid anymore. I mean whats the point?

Life still has to go on, and probably tomor might be the best day of my life?

Just abit of faith in Him, and thats all. He can do the rest. I know.

Lord i leave everything unto your hands, amen.

Okay i feel much better now. With the help and love of lim and momomimi.

tomor, im waiting.

Commit Suicide? If it really happens. Im scared, very scared. I tried staying calm, but no its not so easy, it had never been easy. Not easy to relax, not easy to think im confident, not easy to have confidence. So what if i've prayed so hard every single day? So what? SO WHAT? Not everything's bout miracles, i tried to believe in miracles, but what if miracles dont happen? Because i tried once, and it didnt happen. So many whats ifs but i have no choice. Call me paranoid, say im thinking too much, but i really can't help it. You have no idea how i feel. How awful i've been feeling ever since my world came crashing down. Because once i got hold of what i'll be getting hold, the answer might just allow me to break down, break down into tears of joy/tears of sorrow. How?

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMAHHHH<3! my mum's better than yours.

WOOD'S restaurant and bar is just Marvellous. Incredible. Delicious.
The surrounding, ambience, the fine dining. The over two hundred bucks dinner was really worth it. Specially the Sirloin Steak. Mmmmm. :) Dessert was great too.
And i finally finally finally get my beanie for japan trip. How cool is that.

I may be considered lucky, cause i have everything i wanted. Cause my parents could give me what i want, but then, if i have a choice, i wouldnt want them all. I just wanna get ______. I can give up everything. Really. Sometimes i think i dont deserve this.

And i dont want, simply dont want tomorrow to come. Im far more afraid than just afraid. Shit. I dont know why from the start i've already been saying im scared, but i really am scared. :(

I HATE IT. HATE IT SO MUCH. and i thank God for today. Everyday.

z?

Holy cow. Im suppose to be up and awake at 9 for band day camp.

(which is a total fake, cause there arent games, its just practices, all day long.)

But i really, really dont feel like going. :(

LIMMMMM! hear that? i dont wanna goooo! For the sake of japan, i must. SIGH.

See lah. Angry liao. Its 10 am btw.

and and and..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMMMMYYYY!<3!

dinner dinner dinner today! Cause you rockzxz.

ps : today is tuesday.

Its getting nearer, everything's getting nearer.

TODAY'S SAD. SIGH.

cause all i did was stoning, stoning, and more stoning :(

maybe, i should just. Nevermind:)

I seriously have nothing to blog about.

And birthday..what birthday? I bet its gonna turn out shitty. No doubt. Serious. Disgusting.

:( SIGGGGGGHHHHH save me someone anyone everyone.

eat my heart out.

Hometown Glory.

I simply, love this blouse. And everything that's on her.

I learnt how to make jellies, and happy fries! Which according to wye sheng and adam- "can fight with macdonalds." Hehehehe.

I wanna dance.
Hometown Glory is just heavenly soothing to my ears.
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crayon shinchan is cute says:
brb
crayon shinchan is cute says:
i go bian bian

HAHAHAH valerie -.- in case you dont know whats bian bian, its shit.
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okay bye. (zennnnnnnnnnn :D)

I've been walking

In the same way as I did

Missing out

The cracks in the pavement

And tutting my heel

And strutting my feet

"Is there anything

I can do for you dear?

Is there anyone I can call?"

"No and thank you, please Madam

I ain't lost, just wandering"

Round my hometown

Memories are fresh

Round my hometown

Ooh, the people I've met

Are the wonders of my world

Are the wonders of my world

Are the wonders of this world

Are the wonders of my world

I like it in the city

When the air

Is so thick and opaque

I love to see everybody

In short skirts

Shorts and shades

I like it in the city

When two worlds collide

You get the people

And the government

Everybody taking

Different sides

Shows that

We ain't gonna stand shit

Shows

That we are united

Shows

That we ain't gonna take it

Shows

That we ain't gonna stand shit

Shows that we are united

Round my hometown

Memories are fresh

Round my hometown

Ooh the people I've met

Are the wonders of my world

Are the wonders of my world

Are the wonders of this world

Are the wonders of my world

:)

Green Gentleman.

STRESSSSSSSSSBALLLLLL!

yesterday was HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA -*yawn*- hahahahahahahah day.
Like really, DONT watch The Carrot Cake Conversations.
You could give it a try, noone's stopping you. Your 10 bucks would go down the drain.

I was late for like an hour or more(as usual), and i thank god that Nat's still breathing despite me making her wait. Then, we went to get movie tickets! Which movie to watch, what is nice, and the earliest, was The Carrot Cake Conversations. The name totally conned us both cause we thought it would be a comedy, like someone fighting over carrot cake or talking bout carrot cake. We were wrong, really. It was pretty, well really and totally, B-O-R-I-N-G. The whole theatre was empty, not more than 10 people. Yeah, we both were the only ones at the top row. We laughed, and ate our nachos really loud, cause noone really bothered. There wasnt anyone who will be bothered by it. Except for afew people who doesnt seem to care sitting in front of us. Show started, got pretty excited and almost finished our nachos even before the show started.
Guess what? You pay to sleep there. We paid to point our middle fingers on that big screen.
Sit there and watch an actor and an actress stay silent for at least 3 mins in the car. Wtf? More more more boring parts, dont wanna spoil the show, go watch! GO GO. hahaha kidding. I already said DONT in the beginning. Subway not long after! And cold storage!

Hehehe i just love hanging out with bestest. (L) And something really embarrassing happened to me. @_____@

Plans :
Wednesday - char!
Thursday - M.M.M.M.
Fri - J?
Sat - CG! and zzzzz.
Sun - OMG MY BIRTHDAY.

HOORAYYYYYY im gonna bake cookiessssss! Bye.

Z!!!!!!!!!!!! i scream for you HAHAHA.

Last thing : HAPPY BIRTHDAY POPO! :D

Things have changed for me, and that’s okay.

I feel the same, I’m on my way, and I say.

Today was extremely great.

" and he says : Our song is the slamming screen door, Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window. When we're on the phone and you talk real slow, Cause it's late and your mama don't know. "

Gosh. I think i missed you many times today.

When you're gone, I dont know what am i suppose to do.

Flyday is tomorrowwwww. And i is a cant wait! I is meeting up with my bestest flen aka boyflen and i is gonna share how much i is missing her everyday. I is gonna talk bout zzzzz and she is gonna talk bout boboboboboxxz nickelodeon, her favouritezx show! We is gonna get sane sane sane till the velly end and i is talking on the phlone with her just now! We is a mad already!

yknow i really dont like you reading my blog, when you and i dont even know each other.

And i is speechless.

Do i, do i even love you? Do i? I think i do. But.

ZENNNNNNN!

(L)

hahahahahaha.

one more.

One more. HAHAHAAAAAA.
ZENN!

gawd, bestfriend.

HEHE. done by bridget one and only one.
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vanz : says:
OMG
vanz : says:
my conver with you hang
vanz : says:
then i have to close it.
Natalia. says:
What the.
Natalia. says:
I WAS SAYING: I WILL BE SHARING HOW MUCH I MISS YOU (instead)

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Natalia. says:
I LOVE YOU!
vanz : says:
I LOVE YOU!
Natalia. says:
:$ (shy)

------------------------------------------ FLYDAYFLYDAY!(L)

i hate periods, really.

Blue eyes!

Tomorrow, after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow.

After 2 weeks of crazy studying , im sane. But after 2 weeks of crazy studying, what do i get?

FREEDOM.

I really really really pray pray prayzzzzz that i'll get promotedzxz. And i will, i guess.

exam's tomorrow.

Sigh. All the best, me.

Anyway. I've got a date on flyday, and saturdayz, and sunday. Everyday.

everyday is fleedom. everydayyyyyyy. out out and out:)

Me cant wait, i is a cant wait!

11 more days to my birthday, and afew more weeks to japan!

Bunking with lim + yap, gawd :O its gonna be damn noisy.

Winter shopping! Me is an even happy kidz.

Lunch with lim + yap today, laughed like mad shit. Yap is a funny, Lim is a more funny. I is a crazy. We is a crazyyyy mad insane soon-to-be bunkers!

And i was surprised that mrs.chua didnt scold me or anything, or even kicked me out of the concert! Im so glad, i is a must to practice hard.

I hate the entertainer, frigging difficult. And mamamia, and sunken village..and all the weird songs. I hate to play the gong, cause its just a note in a 3 piece song sheet, and it makes me feel..weird.

JAPAN JAPAN I WANT YOUUUUUUUU!

everything's fine, and everything's fine.

Im happy and happy and happy.

Though the devil's always looking for trouble,

and can make me sad sad and more sad anytime,

I dont mind, really dont mind, dont really mind.

At least for now, i think, yeah now.

Its been raining, and raining, and i like it raining.

Okay, im ending off with this :

Date: 23 November

Colour: Bordeaux (wine colour)

Traits: Spiritual, appealing, wise

If you were born on this day:

Many of you are born as old souls, carrying a certain amount of knowledge that takes others a lifetime to discover or understand. Staying flexible and detached is important to your evolution. Being free to study and learn and to connect with a wide range of people brings out the best in you. Success comes easily through discipline and enthusiasm.

Really?

xoxoxooxoxoxo, im hungry.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALLY, ILOVEYOU!(the one with the peace sign.)

you're the best:) And thanks for today, ben and jerry's soon!

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You make me smile when times are bad.

--

R :

Im sorry, yes we must be friends again! Put everything to the past. Im sorry ): Dui bu qi.

I never wanna see us ignoring each other, hating each other. I never wanna see us fall apart cause of him and the peeks. (L)!

bye/.

WEBCAMZZZZZZ.

HAPPY NOW? ALL REMOVED. HAPPY? IF STILL NOT HAPPY THEN, DIG YOUR BALLS, whether you're a male/female.



muthafucka.

Life's meant to be a joke, huh?

So what? My life's like kinda screwed and here i am trying to be happy hee hee haw haw but somehow deep in my heart there's fear. Screw S2E and screw band. Im so not ready for the concert which's coming nearer and nearer as each day goes by. And exam's just 4 more days away. how how how tell me how.

what am i suppose to do.

I hate it lah, i bet you dont know how it feels. You simply dont.

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aye moron im sorrrrrry k): you also never elaborate your question, i really dont know how to answer you. And how am i suppose to hear what you're saying when you're actually whispering? //

lebanna, i miss you i really miss you. But this friendship of us is fading away, why? Cause of him? I know its my fault, perhaps sometimes i really never cared much bout him(if thats what you really mean?) but, i dont wanna lose you. And i know you've apologised, im partly at fault cause i didnt reply your messages and made you worry..? Im sorry k. Right now i just felt a barrier in between us. Really. I still wanna be your sm, your bf. I still want to roam around sg taking pictures with you. I still want you to bring me to places that has food that are so good. I still want to spend time with you.//

p. - left you and thats it. Never talked to you much, hope everything's alright and going well for you. I dont know what else.

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this whole thing, this whole shit thing thats going on in my life is practically killing me.

happy kidz to sad kidz? fine but not.

you. - thanks for being there. Dont ever be so paranoid again. :) pls.

Hi.

hello again.

momomimi me miss you//!

Moron :)

Your love's a lie.

A whole week of studies and im finally free to roam around town yesterday:)

Then church today which made me totally happyzxx! I is a happiezxz kid.

Weiyang and I actually meet up at my house and i spent like 34362437412312 hours dressing up and putting on those blue contacts. + 34624352 hours to put the contact lens again cause i realised i put the lens wrongly. (if ya know what i meanzzxz) left - right. right-left. and my vision was blurred.

Then we took a bus to town! Roamed around finding earpiece but to no avail. ): Then we went to lido and decided to watch a movie. The coffin/madagascar/the coffin/madagascar/the coffin/madagascar? Cannot decidezxz so we went to borders and we played a stupid book game called "where's wally?"/"find wally" or something like that. So many wallies so we were competing to find the most numbers of wallies. RETARDED. but we likezxz. Then we read Mr.Kiasu comics :)))) walk around and went to lot 1 to catch...............

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madagascar lah. which. ended. like. 12 am.

then home but it was just so fun yesterdayzxz :))))) weiyang's like a dung hahahahah. But we like:)

Me is a happy kid.

Then today church was great, felt the presence of God around me:)

After church junyi samuel tom ing ing samuel and me went to slack around a playground :)

Me is a tiredzxz.

Gosh next week's a whole week of studying again ): Luckily tomor can see cuzzzzies. And popo and gong gong and...jiujiu? no i think jiu jiu overseas.

ARGH I MISS NAT! Our date : 14 nov.

right after my last papers! (L)

And clinton i think your comp sucks cause its lagging, muahahaha my comp rockszxz. Dont deny. Moron:)

Bye people xoxo.

Today i was home early, which is like finally, cause it seems to be a hundred days since im home so early, like really. After school.

And i ate maggie mee yoghurt ice-cream chocolates cheese dips biscuits wasabi chips candies and drank 2 cups of hot milo, which explains why my throat's hurting ever so badly now, i need more than 2 boxes of strepsils. Why 2, why not 3 4 5? Cause that would be so exaggerating.

Tell you people something...
Im 20 mins EARLY for s2e today! omgomgomg so rare!

I think i've been crapping like the whole day, ever since class starts at 7.50am in the morning, to band practice to class again to home. S2E was B-O-R-I-N-G and i kept falling asleep. After all my work's done. (so plz do not say im slacking or else i whack you.) Mr.Mohamed didnt believed that i had done all my work cause its just 2 hours and there's 3 more hours to go but there's proof! Yes, everything and i mean today's tasks which is all of today's tasks are done:) So then i started drawing and mr.mohamed told me to file my drawing into my s2e file too. :O

I really really really really really reallllllllyyyy love Roald Dahl I really wish he's still alive so he could continue writing those fantastic stories. :( ROALLLLLDDDD DAHLLLLLLL dont stop my imagination!

Know im being random but im too bored far too bored staying at home. By right i should be meeting dawn and char at bugis but no i didnt. And stupid corrinne wanna postphone our date, how could you :( So i spent the whole day with half of my eyelids close and staring at the screen of my comp finding blogskins but to no avail.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYY why life's like this :(
tomorrow's another day in school :(((((((((

Sigh. Bye.

you're a stranger, a stranger to me. why?

hi im back because temptation climb over my head and yes, i cant wait till 14 nov. Anywayyyyy even if im not alive in scribblytown, im quite alive in my xanga, which I doubt anyone could remember:) its here.

Im chionging now cause im not suppose to use the comp except that now my parents arent at home :P

S2E has started and im going school everyday to suffer for 5 hours with only a pathetic half an hour break. 2 days have passed, and 2 days i've been late. Now the vice principle wants to see me. How wonderful! I HATE GOING TO SCHOOL MYSELF. where's the school bus where's daddy's car?!?!?! I really dont mind being called a spoilt brat cause...i really dont like being late and seeing the vice principle's face.

Anyway its like almost any time my mum's gonna step in the house now soooooooooo, see you all soon people!

with all my love xoxoxoxoxoxoxo, van.
ps: please tag.

Please mean everything you've said. Dont say something you dont mean it. I need to trust, and im trusting you fully.